Hopefully, you all remember my last question. Long story short, liked another muslimah online, she told me she was nineteen, i am eighteen, we start talking for months online, on myspace, on messenger, through voice chat, even through our phones, and I plan to see my friend in Cali, and he happens to live close to her…so I asked if I can meet her for real…I guess she got freaked out or whatever…but anyway, she rejected me…and told me she was 16, pretending she always had told me that…I was like ok…can we at least be friends…I mean I really liked her and all, I put all my trust in her…It’s been 2 or 3 weeks, and we haven’t spoken… I really miss her but she told me she doesn’t want me like that…But these whole months she was leading me on….as if she liked me back…then she told me she didn’t want that…I am so heart broken, because I still have feelings for her…I want to message her but I don’t at the same time, because if I do i’ll seem desperate. I told her things no one else knows…I wish she likes me back but she doesn’t and it makes me sick…the first person I actually try to be with…I wish things were different.
For once in my life I actually thought I could trust somebody…I can’t believe I shared all my secrets and was really attracted to this person…it’s hard to let go. And the sad thing is she probably doesn’t even have me on her mind…I was led on…I still have feelings but I’m not sure how to go on about this situation.


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