okay so a few months ago, i met this guy and had a relationship with him. i loved him very much well i still do.
in november i broke up with him because i thought he was tired of me and i was in a depression so thought that breaking up with him wouldn’t stop me from suicidal. after he said bye that night i broke down crying. i cried so much that i could’ve turned the sahara desert into sahara ocean. but then the next morning i realized that i made a mistake and told him i was sorry and that i didnt know what i was thinking (obviously i didnt) and we got back together. we had a few problems since but always worked them out. we were the world happiest couple.
until a few weeks ago my friends started having problems with him. he lived a bit far from where i am so we dont really see each other. and so my friends wanted me to break up with him really bad. they said that he wont always be there to hold me and kiss me. and they were practically forcing me to break up with him. they told the parents of one of my friend about it and they disapproved of the long distant. i was soo embarrassed and so from that night on they tried to force another guy on me to get rid of my boyfriend.
yesterday new years eve, i finally had enough of being pressured. i broke up with my bf.
i told him that he should find someone he sees everyday and someone who he could hug and kiss.
he was hurt.. really bad. he told me not to talk to him when i told him happy new year.
and this morning he texted me telling me stop crying. things will be okay. and then he said watever i’m busy, bie.
i talked to my other friends about the situation and they all said that i shouldn’t let anyone tell me what to do. if i love him i should stay with him no matter wat.
and now i really want him back. without him my life seems so empty and hurt. i cried so much today even tho its new year and i should be happy. i really need him back.
but idk how. i hurt him twice and he just seem to hate me. i want him to understand that i didn’t do it willingly and it hurts me as much as it hurts him. i want him back really badd.
can someone help?


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