why am i still in love with him?
ok so i went out with this boy 9 months ago. and at first it was just a little crush then a big crush then we fell in lovee witheach otherr. we went out for 3 months. then i broke up with him because he was cheating on me (the night of our 3 month anniversary) and so i cried so hard that night i was sick and i cried in the morning and so on and so on. i cried that whole summer. then when we got back to school i was walking down the hallway and who did i see. my ex boyfriend and he was looking like the best thing on this earth. he was staring at me and i was staring at him. but that was it. though. a few weeks after that he starts going out with my friend i was pissed off. (did i mention i was still crying every night because i was STILL inlove with him) but then they broke up and we started talking again. then we went out again OMG i was the happiest girl in the universe until i had to open my big mouth and say that people were talking about us because they was hatin on our relationship. he said he couldnt handle the bullshit so he broke up with me, then he started going out with my friend. i was sooo heartbroken. and so she got my permission to date him cus i cant stop them anyways. then the new girl came and he started going out with her. i was so jealous of her all the dudes wanted her but he had her already. she has hazel eyes and she is "thick" and he says he loves her more than me and it broke me down. because he still loves me and i was his first love. yes…they still go out but me and him still talk and say we love eachother but why is he telling me he loves me and he wants me to have his kids if he has a girlfriend? and why am i still inlove with him after he has put me through so so so so much pain i have been crying over him for 9 months for god’s sake.! i thought i was supposed to get over him. and i think he is playing with my emotions but why am i still inlove with him….why? and he said that when we went out i was a good girl and what he did was wrong and he said when we went out it was good times. it made me feel good and i always forgive him and take him back and he also asked me that if i could get back with him would i ….and i said yes. just like he thought i would and he asked me why. and i wouldnt tell him. then he said "you know that would be my decision though, right?" and that made me mad and he said he can get me anytime he want from whoever and wherever…but i think he was just playing…please help me i know i typed alot but still i really need a answer.. PLEASE
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Listen this boy is TRASH!!! LEAVE!!!! do not mess around with him… he wants you to have his babies?? How freaking old are you? You shouldn’t be thinking about babies!!! You can IM me or email me if you like! =)
oh wow, sounds like he HAS put you though a lot, especially at such a young age. I think you should forget about him, it will be hard because you go to the same school together. But in all honesty you are both young and haven’t fully experienced "love" yet.
Stop bothering with what he has to say or do around you, make yourself wanted and he WILL want you back. But when he does, give him a piece of his own medicine and tell him YOU are over him.
Dry your eyes and move on. He’s making you look dumb. He sounds like a player and that’s coming from a former player who knows the game.
everyone always wants what they can’t have….simple as that…there is no need for me to tell you that he is not worth your time because you already know that..the reason you have not gotten over him is because you keep him in you r life..its time to move on..find another hot guy out there and believe me there are plenty out there…in every relationship there is a chase either you are chasing him or he is chasing you..YOU are chasing him..don’t do it…time or you to move on..start focusing on the other cute guys..find another one and put all your energy into him..forget this loser..and trust me , he is a loser..