my ex-boyfriend and i call it off today..yep Valentines day :( . We both decided to break up because he was under stress at home and school and i understood where he was coming from and i made it easier on him to just agree to break up. We were both each others first boyfriend and girlfriend and freshmen in high school. I really did love him but today he confessed that the only reason that he said i love you was because it was in the moment and he said the only people he would ever love is his family and i didnt really take it personally and i understood as well. he also said that we [the relationship] were going to end someday. He got to a point we he talked about home and how he said he was an a**hole to his family and how his mom think he hates her and i was just there trying to make him feel better. Him and his dad wants to move to Wisconsin where his dad side of the family is and i hate that and he told me if he was then he was going to miss me he also wants to go to the Navy when we graduate which i also hate to. Before we started to talk about this he came over today and we just hang out and i guess he just felt like it was wrong leading me on and he told me and that just made me have more respect for him. I am going to miss him and thats what makes me sad and want to cry. Im going to miss texting him, waiting for him after school and hanging out whatever we can and the memories we had. Im not mad at him for breaking up with me on Valentines Day and no matter what i will always love him and will have a special place in my heart for him. We dont have any classes and when we were dating we didnt see each other in the halls unless you wait for a while. So i guess thats good and he told me before we left that can we be friends and not ignore each other in the halls. i said yes and we hugged goodbye. Our relationship started with a hug and ended in a hug. I know he feels bad but i said dont worry about me im okay but the truth is that i was crying a river inside. Im not going to date anymore because i dont feel that there anyone in hs for me. the reason besides him being stressed was that he wasnt ready i guess..he said he wanted to wait because we did move fast and got into some what in a physical relationship. i deleted all the messages from him except his number. i do believe everything happens for a reason and i dont regret dating him or the things we have done. in 10 days we would’ve been dating for 4 months. Again i did love him very much and i guess i will always love him and if he doesnt move to Wisconsin then we still have 3 years old high school left.. and maybe down the road whatever life takes us i hope we can try again. Can anyone else help me get over him or any adivce?
Thanks :)


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