I was with this guy for 2 years. It was a very very serious relationship. Things started going wrong in the last couple months, we were both really stressed, everything sucked- then he cheated on me. I found out on Christmas 2007, we broke up New Years. He was too scared to even talk to me about it, wouldn’t answer my calls, it ended through a fuckin text.
I was a total mess, then pushed it back, tried to forget, and almost did.
Now, 4 months later, he’s trying VERY VERY hard to get back with me. He’s doing all these dumb boy things trying to prove to me that he does love me, and he even cried the other day because he supposedly gets things now and whatever.

I don’t trust him AT ALL.

I do love him too, but I think I should just forget about it.
I’m terrified to fall back into the same mess I was in before.
Since him, I put steel bars over my heart to prevent this sort of thing, and I’m pulling back.

What to do, what to do….
I already know what kind of answers I’m gonna get,

I know I should be figuring it out myself instead of asking strangers on Y!A,

But maybe I don’t trust myself to make the right decision.

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