Me and my boyfriend have been together for five years now and it was a long distances relationship that we had and we are both virgins and everything (just saying so that you do not answer that that is the problem) and about two months ago he told me he did not feel it for me anymore like love wise but he care about me like he wants to see me finish college and everything and he said tha the met this girl at his job and he says that he gets butterflies when he sees her…. i told him not to talk to her and stuff and he agree that he would not do that and that we would try to make everything right….. two months pass and i felt it comming when this monday he said that he does not want to be a cheater and that he wants to break up with me so that he can ask that other girl out….i have been an emotional train reck…. my friends are there for me but all of them have different opinions some say i should leave for good and some say i should just do what i think is right…..i hate and love him at the same time but i feel like i could forgive him for what he did and everything because i feel inside that it is somehow meant to be…. he still calls me and its during the night he told me that he only want to talk during the night and be friends….i asked him if there would every be a chance that he would return to me or at least try to love me agian and he said that it was a possiblity but for some reason i am doubting that and i don’t know why…. i just break down and cry for no apparent reason and my heart feels so numb that it has actually effected my health i have not slept properly in days and every time i eat i feel like throwing up and i start to gage which i hate soooo much….. he told me that he really wants to be with her and everything because he feels a connection he is about to graduate from college and she does not even consider to go to get a higher education…. last night he told me that it was easier to talk to me then her because her english is not good (she is of asian decent) and we are european….i feel as if he is making a mistake and i dont know why in the world he would want to do such a thing when he was the one to tell me that i was the one and that he want to me to carry his baby etc…every time he came here it felt magical and we would both get goose bumps….and i agree that he could talk to me at night because id o not want to let go of someone i love sooo much and i donno what to do i tried not to talk to him but the next day i went into a depressing mode and texted him telling him to call me…. he still asks me who i am with and we am talking to if i dont answer the phone whihc does nto make sense. Some of my friends told me not to talk to him no moer because he is a jerk and last night we have both decided that we will talk and everything and that he wanted it to be a secret from his parents, friends, and that girl that he did not care what they think of him and everything i just dont understand why does he want to talk to me and keep it a secret and that he wants to try to be with her…. i ask him if he thinks it might be serious he tells me he does not know and says somthing like "maybe i just be with her for two weeks’ and stuff like that and everytime i ask him if he would return to me he says that he might but if he did he would move here for good and then i tell him that i truly dont think that he will do that and he tells me it is something that i siad and not him… but when i asked him if he thought that he would come back to me now he said no and then when i ask him if he would come back to me in the future he said Maybe if he gets the love back i jsut dont know i just want my best friend back adn the person taht i had everything with i am dieing inside as a person i try so hard not to but there is something much more stronger than me inside of me like something is keeping here for a reason and please dont say that it is because i love him and stuff its just more than that because i feel that there is no girl that would do all this that i would for him i jsut dont know my friend today told me that if he did not return that there would be another guy i would make lucky but he would not make me lucky the only man i want is him and if i cant have him i will remain single… i just wish he would realize what we have and had especially if he wants to talk to me and everything just give me your opinion and please do not leave any stupid remarks
the thing is that i am not trying to be selfish it just that i cant give myself to someone else if i am not there mentally for them i feel like he was my everything and its easier said than done i love him beyong belief i just donno i jsut cant be with anohter guy it makes me thing of him and everything and i dont see it as being true to that other person its like using that other person you know:?


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