Okay to make a long story short I broke up with the guy I lost my virginity to at 18 because I was curious bout what dating other guys was like. we had a rocky break up becuz he was deeply in love with me but I flet back then that I never wanted to be with him. So I started dating around then found a man who I thought was perfect. We dated for 3 years he evetually came to abuse me physically, emotionally, and verbally. Everytime I tried to get away it was like I couldn’t. He would plead beg cry everything. I felt so weak. This man was making me love him so deeply but only becuz I was trying to gain his love back in the same manner I gave to him. He would lie, sneak, I even believe he cheated and right when I left him, I found out i was pregnant. He then kept hitting me and I haven’t talked to him for awhile. He has texted and called a few but I want him out my life. Me and my firsy BF are getting real close he respects me and talks to me everyday and he even says he still loves me. I know I’m pregnant by someone else but I just want my ex back so bad. I just saw him and we had a beautiful time together. he kept saying how could a man treat me like this and how he still thinks im beautiful even tho i’m pregnant and he wishes i was pregnant by him. He opened car doors, fixed my plate everything. I feel like crying becuz I made a huge mistake and I want him back but I’m embarrassed to even say anything an I’m scared the guy I’m pregnant by might try to kill me over this. But I’m sick of trying to make him love me.


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