okay, this is probably gonna be really really long. sorry! but bare with me if you’re whiling to help.

but, my boyfriend and i broke up about two weeks ago, and like 3 days ago, i got a text from my best friend, sha. he’s a guy, and we’ve been friends for a really long time. so anyway, he texted me and was like, "hey, i’m really bored, and i’m gonna drive by your house in a little bit, want me and my friend to pick you up?" and i was like, "yeah, come pick me up."

so i snuck out of my window. haha.
and when him and his friend picked me up, it was like, 12?
and i’ve never met matt before,
and when i saw him,
he was really really cute. (:
but then on the way to matts house,
matt pulls over and is like, "i need to tell you something."
and he turned around, and is like, "i’m married, and i have a kid. but my wife don’t care if i cheat."
and i’m like, "oh…umm…okay?"

but when we went to sha’s house,
we all sat on the couch and talked for an hour or so, then…
matt was like, "sha, may i kiss her? she’s just too cute not to kiss."
and i was like, "matt, you’re married!"
and then matt was like, "she don’t care though."
and then sha was like, "yeah, man." and we ended up makin’ out,
and then sha tries to join in!!!
and i stopped right there, because i never done anything like that,
and i’m NOT into that.

so then sha and matt took me home at about 4:30?
and i had to get ready for school,
so i went to school,
and then i get a text from sha that says, "hey, we’re havin’ a party tonight, wanna come?" and i was like, "yeah. pick me up after school."

so, they get me after school,
and when we get there,
matt keeps looking at me and is like, "come here." and i get up and he gets up and walks towards me and gives me a really big hug. and is like, "i wanna apologize for not giving you a hug last night."
and i was like, "awwh, it’s okay…"

so when all of sha and matt’s friends arrive,
matt keeps looking at me,
and when i look back, he turns away really fast.
and he found reasons to touch me,
and he came up once and put his arms around me while i was turned around,
and he whispered in my ear, "follow me."

so i turned around,
and we went in his room,
and he shut and locked the door,
and i was like, "yes?" lol.
he was like, "what? can i not invite you in my room to talk to you?"
so we lay on his bed for a while, and we start talking and stuff,
and i want to turn on the tv, so he hides the remote,
and he starts tickling me,
and then all of a sudden,
we look at each other and start makin’ out.

then we had sex… ):
and i feel really bad,
because i knew he was married,
but it was the heat of the moment,
and i really really like him.
he acts like he likes me too though…

but his wife is NEVER around.
or his baby for that fact…
so could he just be lying to me?
but i’m just so confused.
and last night before i left,
he kept hugging me and stuff,
and i thought he really liked me,
and now i’m really sad…

will someone tell me what to do…IN A NICE WAY?
please don’t leave me any comments saying that i’m a home wrecker or a whore or something.
i know what i did was wrong.

so please,
no mean comments, ok?

btw, he’s 18 and i’m 16.
so he’s not old. lmao.
just so you know.

thank you guys for helping me…
i really need some of your help.
i need to know what to do!
i’m really confused! ):


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