was i born to go through all this?will i remain dull forver now?! wont i fall in love again?i miss him so much
this guy…soooooooo chweet was my bf…we loved eachother SO MUCH….he couldnt live without me for even a day..it was a long dstnce relationship…we swore to love eachother always….in december when he returned..we met for the first time..n kiss 
later in feb he broke up giving contradicting reasons…i asked many questions..his reply was ‘i dont know’…
he broke up…we kept emailing eachother after that..i was v rude to him..n so was he..any way, he finally go SO annoyed that he put me in his ignore list..then surprisingly later on removed me..i havnt spoken to him since then..
he promised to love me till eternity…he was sooooo intoxicating when we met..so gentle….so hypnotising.,..
i cant believe the guy i loved so much has turned so rude…i am v emotional…i trust people ONLY when i knw they wont break it..
i trusted him too…after he broke me…i hv lost interest in life…in everything…mom is worried too…so r my pals..unlike my frnds..i still havnt started crushing on other guys after the breakup…
i fear trusting poeple….i fear to fall in love again….coz if all this repeats i ll die…seriously…i dont want to get married ever….mom knows everything. she is v supportive…i hv my frnds…i hv my family…yet d sense of loss of losing him is still there…i cant get him out of my heart…i hgave so many reasons to hate him..yet i cant…i know things r over yet i pretend he’s still with me…i dont know why…i feel like hugging him soooo tight..and crying…n not letting him go any where…
i dont want to be like this forver…this is amperin my performnce in school…and my disposition…
i chat a LOT…u ll want to zip my mouth!!! bt thats no longer there…mom says…i stay alone all the time…lost in his thoughts…
i really want to have him right next to me…i love him…BUT i want to forget him…what should i do?! will i re,main like this forver??! will i ever love someone again?!? what will i do when he comes to indis this november?!? (he’s abroad fer studies) v r 16..
its 6 months now…
i dont seem to like any guy…not that there rnt good 1z..derz this popular guy in my skool whom grls r head over heels for..2 b honest..he looks way better than my ex..BUT…i dont find hm AS good as my ex was..:(
not only him bt all guys!! X(
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okayy.. obviously you like him ALOT!
you loved him and you thought he loved you too.
but remember, he is just a guy, soon yu’ll find a guy who is worth your love because this guy defiantly isnt, he hurt yu so you’re better without him.
dwell and cry over this guy, but dont dwell for to long, he might of meant alot to yuj but yu can’t let life pass you by while yu cry over a guy that has probably already moved on.
keep talking, stay involved, dont let his loss take over your life, because it was his mistake, NOT yours!
yu’ll find someone better than him and yu’ll be like ‘what?? there was a guy before this awesome guy I’m with now?1′
just keep your head high, keep active. you have so much love around you, that you don’t even need his!
yu’ll get through this, trust me hunn!
xxxxNess
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