So I broke up with him, because I couldn’t take any more of him ignoring me. Not in the sense of him not answering my calls or anything, but more like no romance. I understand that chivalry is somewhat dead, but even still, I felt nothing from him. I didn’t feel that he wanted me, that he cared about me, that i deserved anything. I try and talk to him about what im feeling, but he brushes me off as "moody" or "making a big deal out of nothing". he understands that we have had a major communication problem for the majority of our relationship, to the point where we would sit for hours with nothing to say. He knows everything about me, my past, my secrets, everything, yet I hardly know anything about him. I’m still struggling to figure out who I am, but he knows me well enough to actually want to care about me. in contrast, i am afraid of going to him when there is a problem, because even though he has told me that he wont do anything to me, im still afraid. i don’t know him.
he wants me to be happy, to the point that i have to tell him everything. i don’t know what i want for breakfast, how am i supposed to know what makes me happy. but still, if i want something, he would get/do it. and that annoys me, because to me, it seems like he doesn’t want to make my life easier by just getting/doing it, but waits until i tell him. everyone knows that all girls presents, yet i have to tell him to get something for me for my birthday, for valentines day. he says he can change and give him a second chance. but know one changes that fast. and why do people have to change to make a relationship work, why is it that people cant fall in love with someone just as they are, with their flaws, and faults, and imperfections. im hurt that he doesn’t understand any of this. but it doesn’t stop it from hurting.


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