We’ve been apart for over a month. We had a fight because I called her Mom a retard, but only as a joke. She took it personally and asked me not to do that again which annoyed me because she should know by now after being together 9 months that I mean no harm.

Last week she texted me to see if I was ok. I felt bad about the whole thing, but then she confronted me that she found out I lied about my age (I’m really 43 I was 41) and that I lied about having a facebook page. She said she thinks it’s real sketchy that I would tell her that I not on facebook when I really am.

I couldn’t really see the big deal in why she would be so concerned about that stuff. I apologized the next day anyway. Then two days later I texted her this, "I really do miss you…muah!" This was her response:

-I’m insulted that you kept me out of that part of your life. If you think that makes you so cool like you’re some kind of player, you need to get over yourself. Everyone else has his girlfriend on his facebook. I’m not the only one who thinks that’s sketchy. On the surface you acted like i was your girl but behind my back you were not devoted. How dare you not be devoted to me. Who do you think you are.

I can have any man I want. There are so many men who are just dying to worship the ground I walk on and serve me the world on a silver platter. I go out to the clubs and everyone worships me. I am honored and held in the highest regard where ever I step foot. I also know dam well that I am the best thing that will ever happen to you and I feel that the way you showed your appreciation was by sporting me to prove that you can have someone as hot as me.

I’m disgusted to think that I trusted you only to learn again that you cannot be trusted just like the last time you lied about not acting like a wanna be player on pof meanwhile, I’m the one that gave you all the confidence to even think that you were such an eligible bachelor.

Bottom line is that I deserve the best and I deserve a man who will commit his life to me will never want to risk the chance of losing me…and you say you miss me?

As much as I think its real sad that you think you need to act this way, I’m disgusted and right now I feel that our whole relationship was built on bullshit. I want someone who lives in the real world. I don’t know who can possibly think that what you’ve done is no big deal. It seems as if you don’t know the difference between right and wrong in some significant things and that is scary for you and for anyone who chooses to be with you.
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I now feel so dejected and I feel like a loser. How can I overcome this feeling?


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