i am in love. last year, the whole school year i was on and off with the same boy over and over again. i loved him, he made me feel so special. other people would always tell me, hes not worth it girl, hes just hurting you. all the times we were together, he was always playing with my mind, confusing me and all. he is the one known for cheating on his girlfriends. when i was with him he never cheated on me, i felt some sort of way for him, i really did. it was around July and we broke off, we stopped talking/ going out for good. he found out that one night i had hooked up with this other kid, and he got really mad, and then that was the last time i ever kissed/ seen the good part of him. the whole rest of the summer ive missed him so much, i was constantly on his myspace looking who he goes out with now, and reading his away messages. i was head over heels for him. time was going by and this september i had moved, i still visit my old house every weekend. im not that far from it! throughout this school year, i havent met one boy that made me feel as good as i felt when i was with him. i was constatnly seeing him over the weekends, and all of our memories just kept coming back to me. its now april, and i still mis him. its weird now, we’re not like friends. hes a jerk now that were not together. he always saying..SIMONE YOUR PRITT. and he had a girlfriend, and he still talks to her i think. =( im lost without him, and i dont know how to exlpain to anybody, because nobody ever understands me. i wish i could just tell him how i felt, and just get it done with. but i dont have the balls to do that. summer is coming up, and i am moving back, so i will be going to school with him again. i really hope we reunit, because i really miss him. hes such a jerk, but theres just something about him that i love. he used to buy me shit all the time, and take me to the movies. he would constantly come to my job and see me, and wait until i got off work. he would always come over, and i just miss it. on my wall he signed, "NAME" was here 4.17.09 i love you baby. and i just get so upset when i look at it. does anyone have any ideas on how i can tell him i love him without sounding like im desperate, ?i really need help,


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