So i had a boyfriend…but we broke up on december 18th and im heart broken. him and i dated for a year and from my eyes.. we were the perfect couple….well at least to me. we would have sleepovers at my house and hang out all the time.. and if we werent together we were texting or on the phone or something. basically we were completely in love. i lost my virginity to him- which now i regret..so much and it hurts a lot. i treated him like he was part of my family and did everythign i could to make him happy. in our relationship we of course had our problems though..about 5 months into our relationship he cheated on me when he was drunk….and then denied it to me.. when i knew it was true because the girl told me herself..so we went on a break for a while.. about 3 weeks later(still on our break) i hung out with his best friend and he kissed me..of course my boyfriend found out and got back at me and kissed some girl while he was drunk (which i found out when we were breaking up) :( . so 5 months into our relationship we had this whole circle of jealously and revenge and it was bad. after all those things happened we became really close. like we acted like a married couple and everything was so great. then on december 18th he was over at my house and he told me that "he wasnt happy anymore..he said that he still loves me a lot but the love he had for me before wasnt as strong. basically he said he was sick of me. i was in tears and so sad.. it was the worst feeling ever hearing that. i was/am completely in love with him :( . he was telling me how he was a horrible boyfriend our whole relationship and that he cheated on me and that he would lie to me all the time of what he was doing" before he left he said "we’ll wait till our one year anniversay (which was a week late) and see if his feelings change for me" and i said okay and he left. after he left .. i was sitting in my room and it just didnt feel right so i caleld him and just ended it then… its almost been a month later and he still texts me almost everyday (sometimes i respond) he wants to be good friends with me because he "still loves me a lot .. he just isnt a good boyfriend" <— he said. but idk what to do! like i really wanna always respond and talk to him because i miss him so much :( like all our old times and everything. he was my life and now its like nothing is right. any ideas of what to do? should i try getting over him.. idk help :(



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