Do you Think i could ever get her back?
hey, i dont know where to start….
i was in a relationship for nearlly 2 years with a beautiful girl….
in that 2 years i did some unforgivable stuff…
for the first 9 or 10 months of our relationship…it was Bliss….perfect…nothing would have been able too stop us……except me…
i started talking to other girls and flirting….it went on for not long but i did it none the less…..
she found out…and we worked it out…but she didnt trust me (who could blame her)…..
then around 2 month later i did basically te same thing…..i hadnt learned…i got too close to a girl and the repocusions saw my girlfriend being treated horribly by me ..
anywa….another year passed and i stayed too myself… it was hard at time that she didnt trust me…(but at the time i didnt realise how much i had hurt her..)
utill one ay i started again…at first it was nothing but quickly grew into something….i was not happy in my relationship with her and saw an avenue out….i broke up with her for another girl and did not even look back……i treated her so mean throught out the break up…. she did everything to try to keep me loving her……she tried everything she could…..this girl gave me her heart and i threw it back in her face….
a few weeks later i was unhappy in my new "relationship" i missed my ex girlfriend and wanted hr back……we talked and i promised alort of thing….for 2- 3 weeks everything went good i was happy to have her back i’d go through anything to keep her by myside……
BUT once again i let her go…..she wasnt happy…andi knew she would never forgive me for what i had done…..i truely wanted her too be happy even if it wasnt with me….i had changed…i was genuine and i was sworn too myself i would never hurt her agian..
i broke up with her and told her she would be happier if she didnt have too deal with me and my problems…..
it has been 2 months since then and i have recently realised how much i need her in my life…..we’ve talked and she say’s that she still has feeling for me and she still loves me…..she’s said things like "its a pitty your such a c*** (ends with T) we are perfect together"…i really am in love with her and i cant stop thinking about her…i love her so much and she does love me too
i have so much hate inside me….for myself…..for what i did to that girl idont know how too say sorry and ow to get her to beleive me…i want to be wit her once again…and i know that i will last years if i got the chance….i would go to the end of the world and back for this girl…..i just dont know how too persuade her too have one last go….
…i know many of you will think i am such a dic****d and all the other names under the sun……..i just need some advice….i cant get her out of my head…i have changed….i just dont know where to stat…or how
thanks sorry for the LONG READ!!!!
