ok I know this has been a while ago and I have been trying my hardest to forget about my ex but I cant shes constantly stuck on the back of my mind and i see constant reminders of her nd things. It was about two nd a half months ago she broke up with me on seemingly good terms. then about a week later she was wif a new guy which hurt so tried to move on.

Truth is she was wif him for a month before she broke up with me. she doesnt no that i no that she cheated. we havent spoke since I just let her go thought she rushed the decision so i feel i just let her get away without reasoning etc.she sent me a bday text but my friend said not to reply then went on to explain the cheating so i didnt reply.

anyways so ive been out like nearly every nite constantly doing things to try get her off my mind but she doesnt budge, ive been looking to meet new girls aswell still no luck on that part but still looking.

my friend G nd his gf where up town today and they bumped into her and she was with the guy she cheated on me with.my friend Gs gf went to school with her its how I met my ex.They were talking for ages Now they are all going out this friday and some of her friends and one of my and Gs friends is goin. My friend Gs gf is trying to get mine and gs friend matched up wif one of my exs and Gs gfs friends.

So now I feel like S**** cause my close friends will be hanging out with my ex nd that guy. nd there friends.its the way it used to be before we broke up wed go and have a good time with r friends.

I dont no wat to do about the cheating thing with regards my ex. How do i get her of my mind, im trying everything.do i talk to her?I feel bad as well that we havent spoke she said to be friends.I just wish it didnt happen the way it did be so much easier.I treated her rite I thought she was perfect nd trusted her, so im shocked nd dont no her now. I dont get how she didnt say to me aswell with the guilt etc.she must feel bad about herself but she doesnt no i no.wat do?advice please.
also makes me sick because we never got round to doing "it".it would have been r first time for both of us and I was her first boyfriend.so I feel sick at the fact that they probly have r have wen I was with her.



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I wrote this for my writing class, and the first time I kept trailing of the subject. My teacher told me to write it again…
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated
And if you are a pilot or a person in the aviation field, please point out if there are any mistakes on my part, about the facts of the process of becoming a pilot, and how to make parts more simpler so a person not knowing aviation would understand
Or just tell me how I did overall.
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Cultures Essay

Since a young age, I have been steeped in the culture of aviation. Ever since I could remember, the sound of metal birds never escaped me as I craned my neck and gazed intently upwards trying to spot the tiny speck in the sky. Whatever I was doing was quickly pushed to the back of my mind as my eyes followed airplanes. The roaring power always filled my body with an overwhelming feeling of connecting with the extraordinary flying objects, and my heart would pound with amazement. My eager eyes never wavered as my gaze stayed locked on the majestic ships. Thousands of feet above me they flew, leaving telltale strips of white, sliding behind clouds, trees, buildings and finally the horizon. Always they were escaping my vision, yet never did they escape my heart.

I have always lived in the general area of three major airports- Portland International Airport, Troutdale Airport and Hillsboro Airport, also several military bases, which brought me to see a wide variety of aircraft over the years. In my young mind they were a mystery that I just had to solve, and I set forth reading and watching materials on the subject of aviation. Some of these were an illustrated children’s book- Nobody Owns the Sky: The Story of "Brave Bessie" Coleman and a collection of stories-Teenage Aviation Stories, and movies like- Eyewitness – Flight and The Magic of Flight. With each tidbit of knowledge that I gained about what flying a plane entails and the extraordinary history behind it, the more I felt it becoming part of me. And the more I learned about the industry in general, the more I saw that it was in essence a subculture, made of individuals that achieve the status of pilot with which the individual inherits traditions, a particular lingo, uniforms, and values.

I saw these aspects up close when I attended the Oregon International Airshow in Hillsboro Airport in the summer of 2009. As the Thunderbirds took the stage, flying in from the back, taking everyone in the audience by surprise with the earth-shaking noise, and performing jaw-dropping acts, I fell completely in love. Throughout the show I felt nothing in the world could make me happier, feeling sound vibrations smelling the fuel exhaust and seeing white vapor form on the wings of fighter jets. I was squealing with delight, almost went into a hyperventilating state, and just stood speechlessly stunned. I saw a F-86 Sabre, an F-15 Eagle, a MiG-17 and MiG-21, an F-104G, an A-26 Invader, an UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter, a T-1A Jayhawk, and a HC-130 Hercules among many others. Getting the pilots signatures my hands were trembling and I struggled to keep from jumping up and down and making a fool out of myself. Overall, it was an experience that sealed my plan to become a pilot and will stay imprinted in my mind forever.

Setting aside countless hours to study this subculture, and the amazing feats that are the results of the hard work of pilots, I learned much about what the process they undergo to attain flight. The Federal Aviation Administration has constructed a system, in which an individual takes specific steps and measures, moving up a ladder that will legally enable them to take flight and make a living out of it, if so desired. The common path one would take with this ambition is to first learn what getting a license to fly entails. Then, the first requirement is to get a medical certificate. Next, one would select a flight school and instructor. At this step it is up to the individual to study and train, putting his or her mind and body to the knowledge and skills of operating inside a cockpit. And, now finally they are put to knowledge and practical tests that proof their capabilities. The first solo flight is considered the rite of passage, when a student pilot proves they can handle the aircraft by themselves which is anticipated by students with nervousness and excitement. From there on out the training regimen changes and the student must progress to piloting in more challenging techniques, maneuvers and situations.

From what I have seen and heard of the field of general aviation it is grueling and challenging yet in the end rewarding and satisfying. My personal endeavors into this industry started with my fascination and dedication (bordering on an obsession) to the science and the job. This, I have to this day and it will stick by me, following me through the ups and downs, the hardships and the challenges, and ultimately to the fruits of my labor. Ernest K. Gann
a WWII and airline pilot compared this obsession that connects pilots to a marriage, and flying to “lying with the bride” in his book Fate is the Hunter. This is the biggest connection of pilots from all walks of life, and can in itself define the subculture of aviation. However it is the appearance of pilots and their surroundings that brings the most recognition from those on the outside, looking in. That is the uniforms of pilots, the gear, the equipment, the airports, and of course the aircraft.


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Okay me and my ex where together for about a year and a half. Everything was great until my ex came into the picture. He came in telling me that he still had feelings for me and he wanted to try things out again. I turned him down and told him I was in love with my boyfriend and we could be friends. But he wanted to be more than that. He kept pushing up on me so I told my boyfriend and they talked. My boyfriend asked my ex to leave me alone and asked me to not talk to him. =( I went behind his back and kept talking to him and some old feelings came back. I decided to give him a chance and ended things with my boyfriend telling him that it was because of family problems. He was crushed. Then when it came back to me and my ex he played me and two other chicks and now we don’t even talk. I then realized that I still did love my boyfriend so my best friend who was cool with him talked to him and he said that he was gonna hurt me as bad as I hurted him and that he really did love me. After finding that out I felt like such a jerk. My ex boyfriend and I haven’t talked since Halloween of 09 now its Feb and Im making a trip to NY to see my aunt and that’s where I first met him. Its gonna be the first time I see him since the break up and I still love him and want him back. I have his new number and Im not sure if I should try to talk to him before I go up there or wait til Im up there. In the back of my mind there is always a chance of rejection and if I talk to him now and that happens it will be so awkwared. But then what if he still feels the same way I do.

HELP ME WHAT DO I DO. ANSWER ASAP IM LEAVING SATURDAY

If your gonna say talk to him what do I say to him?


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Okay me and my ex where together for about a year and a half. Everything was great until my ex came into the picture. He came in telling me that he still had feelings for me and he wanted to try things out again. I turned him down and told him I was in love with my boyfriend and we could be friends. But he wanted to be more than that. He kept pushing up on me so I told my boyfriend and they talked. My boyfriend asked my ex to leave me alone and asked me to not talk to him. =( I went behind his back and kept talking to him and some old feelings came back. I decided to give him a chance and ended things with my boyfriend telling him that it was because of family problems. He was crushed. Then when it came back to me and my ex he played me and two other chicks and now we don’t even talk. I then realized that I still did love my boyfriend so my best friend who was cool with him talked to him and he said that he was gonna hurt me as bad as I hurted him and that he really did love me. After finding that out I felt like such a jerk. My ex boyfriend and I haven’t talked since Halloween of 09 now its Feb and Im making a trip to NY to see my aunt and that’s where I first met him. Its gonna be the first time I see him since the break up and I still love him and want him back. I have his new number and Im not sure if I should try to talk to him before I go up there or wait til Im up there. In the back of my mind there is always a chance of rejection and if I talk to him now and that happens it will be so awkwared. But then what if he still feels the same way I do.

HELP ME WHAT DO I DO. ANSWER ASAP IM LEAVING SATURDAY


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I just recently found out that my husband of 2 years (partner of 4) has been rekindling his friendship with a girl he was , for lack of a better description, madly in love with all throughout his high school years and part of his time in college. He was head over heels for her, would do anything and be anything she needed, but supposedly never even so much as kissed her.
Well, to sum up their story and start on why I am uneasy she ended up getting married to some mutual friend of theirs, getting divorced, getting knocked up by the mutual friend and then marrying him AGAIN. Now her husband is in the Army , and she has two kids.
This year has NOT been the best for my marriage either. My husband joined the Air Force, then was discharged for medical reasons. We have had several (often physical) fights, and two months ago I found out I was pregnant, only to suffer a miscarriage three weeks later. And now, this other girl, Let’s just call her Dee, her husband is in Iraq for 18 months and mine has decided to start talking to her again via facebook. He never liked facebook until recently, but now has it on his phone and even Xbox. He even put a passcode on his cell phone which he didn’t have until recently. Now he is planning to visit his AF buddy this coming weekend in FL, but I am not sure if I believe thats where he is going bc she is in North Carolina and it will take approx the same amount of time either way. I have to let him go, and if he is seeing his AF friend I am all for it, but in the back of my mind i wonder if that is where he is going. I told him when he gets there take lots of pictures of him and his friend. I don’t know how else I will ever know the truth. Do you think my worries are unfounded?
well to answer one question the reason I am not going on the trip is my job. I am a x ray tech in a hospital , and I work 3rd shift 12 hour shifts all weekend. My holiday is thanksgiving plus I am working an extra 6 hours so I work this fri-sun 7p-7a then wed 7p-1a then thurs 7a-7p then fri-sun again 7p-7a. So as you can see I have NO time to do anything this week except sleep and get ready for my next shift. I told him I could not go bc of my work and with Christmas coming up, I need the money.
also see previous questions of mine and you will see he often started the physical fights. He even choked me while I was pregnant and some of you are making it sound like it was my fault! know the situation before you point fingers. We saw a counselor about that particular fight.
Lastly, I never told him he could not talk to this person. He decided that on his own. I am just concerned about the secrecy and why all of a sudden he wants to talk to her again. I also said I know that I cannot stop him from going on this trip, nor do I plan to.
And to "jaded" you obviously have no idea what you are talking about. This pregnancy was NOT planned, and the fight we had was about something unrelated to this situation. I am not planning on getting pregnant in the near future, I never said I was. I know this is not a situation to bring a child into, in fact I firmly believe no child should have to live through any argument between family as someone who grew up in an extremely dysfunctional environment. Lastly, don’t tell me to grow up or get mature. You don’t know me honey.


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