I bought my ex-wife a house for us to live in and after 5 months of marriage she left me. Now I am renting and paying a house payment while I am trying to sell the house. Would you move back in and get over the bad memories or stay out of the house that is the root of all your failed dreams?
hi
i was married 7 years to a man who was very moody and hard to deal with.
when it came to sex, we didnt do it or he would make me feel silly for asking. it kinda made me feel like i was being desperate!! i just wanted to be loved. it made me afraid to approach him and the pain of being rejected cut me like a knife. i will never forget that awful feeling.
before i met him, i was confident with myself. now i am not.
i had to leave my ex as it was making me become ill and i was always crying.
now i live with my new man and he is great.
we have a good sex life and he is a lovely person.
but last night, i flipped out because he said he just wanted to sleep as he was so sleepy from work (he works a 15 hour day- 5am to 7pm)
immediatley old pain came flooding back and i pushed him away from me. he was abit suprised, and i had to go out of the room for 10 minutes to figure out why i had flipped. its because i remembered that awful horrible pain that i used to experience.
i immediatley thought ‘he doesnt want me’
i apologised and he gave me a cuddle and said it was ok.
i mentioned why it had made me flip and he was ok with that.
but i need to let go of my past and be free and be my old self again.
i feel so afraid to come on to my boyfriend incase he says no. and then i also feel stupid for not being able to be feisty and sexy and take control. i am consumed with all these intense feelings.
how do i become more free sexually?
how do i learn that it is ok to be sexually confident?
how do i let go of the bad memories of my ex husband?
why does he still haunt me?
i have to sort this out so i can enjoy my life!
can you help?
louise xx
"There is pleasure in sin for a season-then cometh the problems."
Genesis-for their sin Jesus cursed the earth-with weeds and other bad stuff
sow good seed for tomorrows needs-that is a davidism-but its about the bible
put the cursed weeds in the ground and you reap a cursed harvest-why not smoke poison ivy its easier on your brain -just messes up your lungs-but doesnt lead to mind addiction-and jail if caught
s e x "In marriage the bed is undefiled, but the other ways will be judged" Hebrews 13th chapter
wouldnt you rather be a prince/ss with good reputation-and no std’s, and a heart not full of emptiness and bad memories of what you thought was fun, and no dead babies-
even if you messed up your whole life till now-i did mine-when we ask Jesus -who still unconditionally loves us to forgive us-and come into our heart to help us-he does and becomes our best friend!
I prayed-Jesus im sorry for my sins-come into my heart and help me be my friend-amen-Rev.3:19&20!
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