I’m sixteen and I’m confused out of my mind, like this is legitimately on the brink of crazy. It might actually pass that fine line but whatever. Okay, so I had this boyfriend for six months and things were sometimes amazing and sometimes not so much. I really did love him though, I’m absolutely sure of that because I still feel the same way about him and it’s been six months since we broke up. He was a very flirty guy, but I always knew he would never hurt a fly. He talked to a lot of girls but never crossed that line of it being too much, but none the less it still bothered me. I didn’t understand why I could be happy with just him and he needed all these girls to be happy. But I eventually realized that that was just the way he was and that I was doing the same thing but to me it seemed like he did it more and to him it seemed I did it more. Whatever, okay, so we were also very serious, like we hit all 4 bases lmao and we were both really happy, there was no pressure btw so it was amazingg 
. But I’m the kind of girl that needs new things to be going on in her life to feel content which is not always a good thing because sometimes it hides things that are true and genuine. So after about a 2 weeks of deciding I needed something new I broke up with him because I wanted to be single or so I thought. We promised each other that we would stay best friends but that didn’t work out because he still wanted to be with me, so we stopped talking for a couple of months. After a while I started to think back on how terrible the thing I did to him was and realized that I had to make things right. So one sunday I called him up and asked him if we could talk in person, he agreed and things went well, I talked to him about the reasons why I broke up with him and how he felt and how it sucked for the both of us. But how we both were over it (LIE, I thought I was, but trust me I’m NOT). Now I’m talking to him on a semi regular basis and every time I talk to him I just want more of him and every time we stop texting or leave each other I feel my heart get stabbed again. It really is killing me. There is no other girl in his life and sometimes he makes me think that he really is totally over me and other times I see it in his eyes that he’s not. I have no problem telling him that I still like him the only thing is I don’t want him to think that I’m some crazy person that breaks up with people and then wants them back. Another thing is, what if the same thing happens, what if we get back together and I go out on another one of my whims and decided that it’s time to break up again. I’m a firm believer that if things aren’t right, don’t stick around, but I don’t think I waited long enough last time to make sure they weren’t right. I don’t know if I just really miss him or because I love him or if I just miss having someone there. Like my brains on hyper-speed and I can’t think about anything else and haven’t been able to since we started talking again. I don’t know what to do. Please someone just give me some good advice.
