Just wondering how I become an IMPORTANT part of his life again.
You know,before his friends and his truck and the dirt on his boots!
I want him to notice me again and want me so bad he can’t stand it.
We are currently separated because I told him to leave because he
was being mentally and verbally and emotionally abusive and ignored me constantly and everything and everyone was more important than me and the children and now he has filed for divorce and I have 20 days to respond.I do not want a divorce!I
want the man I fell in love with back!He doesn’t really want the divorce either(I can tell) but he is still trying to manipulate and control me into doing what HE wants the way HE wants it and to H*** with my wants and needs and I just will not do that anymore.
So…how do I make myself more desirable to him in other ways because I’m not bending to his will anymore.He has a daughter that he treats more like his wife than me(she is 22 and it has not even been confirmed that she is really his).in the aspect that he is with her more and tells her everything and they go out to eat when he takes me for a stinkin hotdog…enough is enough!Any advice will be appreciated……I want him to look at me and think
"I really don’t want to lose this woman/I love her/She is the Mother of my child and I can’t live without her so I am willing to change to hold onto my family".I know this is unreasonable to ask
but I have dreams I guess.
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I have not been diagnosed yet or anything but the descriptions of this disorder fit me almost exactly. Especially feeling abandoned & unloved to an overwhelming degree because of minor things. I got it in my head that my husband didnt love me therefore I should not love him. So I treated him like dirt even though I still loved him to death. I made him so miserable that he left me & he says he needs time to think things through to decide if he will come back. I’m trying to get counseling but its not easy where I live. I guess I just need to know if I should even hold on to any hope that I can get treatment and save my marriage. My husband is a wonderful man who does not deserve the way I have treated him & what he has had to put up with from me.
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This poem/letter for my english class isn’t completed but I wanted to know what you guys think of it so far. To save you from confusion, let me tell you what this is about:
This poem is about a book i read. its for a guy character in the book. his name is Jonaro. and there’s a girl name Rosalie. (she calls him romeo as a pet name) They are secretly seeing each other, and engaged. They plan on spending life together. the thing is that certain people can NOT find out about Rosalie and Jonaros relationship or rosalia would get killed by them. Jonaro would probably get killed too; but Rosalie’s in the most danger. before the conclusion of the story happened, rosalie rote jon a note. the book never mentioned the note again. My assignment from my english teacher is to write a poem/letter that I think would be similar to the one she wrote Jonaro. Opinions , please!
Dearest Romeo,
We’ve been together for quite a while.
The thought of that makes me smile.
You’re there for me whenever I fall;
all it takes is a simple call.
It’s all almost to good to be real.
Every time I try to explain how I feel,
It ends in frustration
‘Cause I can’t give an explanation
that can prove to you
my feelings are true.
At my darkest times,you bring me light
Without even trying; even if we’re in a fight.
You’re the beat to my heart.
You’re the best part
of me.
Can’t you see
that you’re my best friend
and my lover, til the end?
I don’t know what’s going on in this world.
Everything’s all screwed up and twirled
around in lies and confusion
but the conclusion…
is that you’re the only thing that makes sense.
Our relationship is like commonsense
‘Cause we’re a perfect match.
Sorry, but I’ve grown quite attached.
You’re like the song that makes me sing aloud.
I can’t imagine not having you around.
You’re as sweet as the first spring breeze.
When you look at me, my heart seems to freeze.
I regret everytime I’ve ever made you hurt.
And those memories make me feel like dirt.
I guess God sometimes puts our love to the test.
But, Baby, I know you deserve the best.
I know I screw up a little too often.
and the consequences never seem to soften.
I know I should treat you better;
so here I am, sending you this letter.
We’ve made plans time and time again.
You say ‘marriage’ and I’m wondering when…
Baby, I don’t mean to sound like a jerk,
but I’m wondering if we can make this work.
We’ve got a long, hard road ahead.
I don’t want either one of us to end up dead.
Secrets are best kept when nobody knows them.
You’re the last person I’d ever want to condemn;
but everyone knows how much we love each other
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This poem/letter isn’t completed but I wanted to know what you guys think of it so far. To save you from confusion, let me tell you what this is about:
This poem is about a book i read. its for a guy character in the book. his name is Jonaro. and there’s a girl name Rosalie. (she calls him romeo as a pet name) They are secretly seeing each other, and engaged. They plan on spending life together. the thing is that certain people can NOT find out about Rosalie and Jonaros relationship or rosalia would get killed by them. Jonaro would probably get killed too; but Rosalie’s in the most danger. before the conclusion of the story happened, rosalie rote jon a note. the book never mentioned the note again. My assignment from my english teacher is to write a poem/letter that I think would be similar to the one she wrote Jonaro. Opinions , please!
Dearest Romeo,
We’ve been together for quite a while.
The thought of that makes me smile.
You’re there for me whenever I fall;
all it takes is a simple call.
It’s all almost to good to be real.
Every time I try to explain how I feel,
It ends in frustration
‘Cause I can’t give an explanation
that can prove to you
my feelings are true.
At my darkest times,you bring me light
Without even trying; even if we’re in a fight.
You’re the beat to my heart.
You’re the best part
of me.
Can’t you see
that you’re my best friend
and my lover, til the end?
I don’t know what’s going on in this world.
Everything’s all screwed up and twirled
around in lies and confusion
but the conclusion…
is that you’re the only thing that makes sense.
Our relationship is like commonsense
‘Cause we’re a perfect match.
Sorry, but I’ve grown quite attached.
You’re like the song that makes me sing aloud.
I can’t imagine not having you around.
You’re as sweet as the first spring breeze.
When you look at me, my heart seems to freeze.
I regret everytime I’ve ever made you hurt.
And those memories make me feel like dirt.
I guess God sometimes puts our love to the test.
But, Baby, I know you deserve the best.
I know I screw up a little too often.
and the consequences never seem to soften.
I know I should treat you better;
so here I am, sending you this letter.
We’ve made plans time and time again.
You say ‘marriage’ and I’m wondering when…
Baby, I don’t mean to sound like a jerk,
but I’m wondering if we can make this work.
We’ve got a long, hard road ahead.
I don’t want either one of us to end up dead.
Secrets are best kept when nobody knows them.
You’re the last person I’d ever want to condemn;
but everyone knows how much we love each other
the book is kind of very similar to romeo and juliet…(rosalie notices this, which is why she calls him romeo)
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PS. I’m 14
My very short book review on….
Book: Grave Dirt
By: E.E. Richardson
Published: 2008
Do you like the sound of late night trips to the graveyard, the undead and haunted, abandoned houses? Of course you do. And if you don’t then look away now – as this undeniably wouldn’t be the book for you.
Grave Dirt is a horror story about two teenage friends – Luke and Darren. Moreover, Darren has to deal with his best mate Luke sudden death, and is soon unable to endure the emotions of loneliness and sadness that he is forced to face. The provenance of his feelings come from the fact that he never had a chance to say a proper goodbye to best mate. It’s killing him. Deep inside. Have you ever lost someone? If you have, surely you’ll do whatever it take bring them back?
Darren resorts to drastic and dangerous measures. He turns to his deranged, doddery but dead neighbour, who claimed she was a witch, who’d curse anyone that’d do her wrong. Before she died, she made Darren promise to perform an ancient magic, involving a grave doll that is buried, like priceless treasure somewhere in her house. This ancient magic would release her malevolent ghost, so she can come back, from the dead, once and for all. Naturally, Darren didn’t believe her, so on the day of Luke’s funeral, he inadvertently revives the old key that he stacked away in his cupboard years ago. He soon gets ideas, and makes a memorable but deadly visit to his treacherous neighbours’ house, and uncovers the so called “grave doll.” What happens next is both shocking and scary…
Grave Dirt pulls you in from the very beginning with its easy to read simple narrative. That’s one of the things I like about it. It also has 11 chapters and it took me two days to as read it’s a short story. It has a reading age of 8 and written for 14 , so my opinion it’s perfect for a new beginner of reading, a teenager or busy bee adult. So whether you’re an obsessive Harry potter fan like me or a Harry Potter hater, who complains that it’s “way too long,” you will be happy with this, as it’s only 71 pages and 11 chapters. What’s more, there’s no need to buy it just reserve or find it in your local library. All in all, I’m sure you’ll find this book a delightfully, enjoyable short summer read.
That’s why; I’m giving this book a hard-earned: ****
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