I am 42 years old… people say I look 36-38, my wife is filing for divorce
and I feel like a failure. Definitely I will look to re-build my life again and find someone who will really love me as soon as I can heal my feelings because I do not want to live alone. We have kids with my wife and whoever I find will have to understand that I will be still responsible for them.
Of course I am considering these questions: Will I be able to forget my wife and erase the love I still feel for her? (It is pretty big), Will I find someone that will be as great? (I guess I will always compare them with her. Am I too old to find a beautiful woman?
When she marries again, will that hurt me more? (she says she is not thinking about that now) How many people are in my same situation or women willing to marry someone like me?
I just want to move on and start working on digging this hurtful feelings I have.
