Why is everyone so depressed?

Down all the time, no will to even move
Lights always off, won’t get up to eat my food
Stuck in this void, soul completely destroyed
Lost in the darkness, fallen like the city of Troy
Broken into pieces, everything caught in flames
Stuck out in the rain, an everlasting pain
All hope gone, my mentality lost in reality
This has put a disturbance in my personality
In a rut, my head in the darkest region of space
Loosing this race, my responsibility a waste
Heading the wrong direction, at the Devil selection
A mind set of hatred has come to a resurrection
My body can’t function, slowly I’m frantic
Can’t control it, constantly in this panic
Someday I wish to leave this darkened fortress
And maybe one day I again experience happiness

Floating in purgatory
A hellish nightmare story
No escape, can’t fight back
Forever in pitch black

Loosing it all, thanks to this ugly depression
Maybe its because of this everlasting recession
Sad thoughts continue to find a way inside
Still in bed, forgotten how many times I cried
Choosing just stay within the walls of my home
When I’m crazy as hell, so best leave me alone
Try to keep the evil thoughts from entering
About homicide, little children gone missing
Someone on the 34 floor to give his final jump
More people finding a way back into this slump
Women grabbed by the streets, about to be raped
Tied to the seat, no way for her to escape
Monoxide filling a room containing kids
Mass slaughtering of people stuffed in a fridge
No way out, why won’t these thoughts leave me
Want it to be over with, someone set me free

Floating in purgatory
A hellish nightmare story
No escape, can’t fight back
Forever in pitch black

Sick of the sadness, can’t cope with all of it
Pleading to God, to get and keep me from it
Got to fight the devil, fight him and his evil ways
It been to damn long, its been too many days
The damage done, completely devoured
Can’t believe the rejuvenation of this shower
Shook it off, thinking clearly, once again
Knowing I can win, the pain I can mend
If you don’t get rid of the evil on your shoulders
Can weigh you down like your carrying boulders
The Devil tries to get inside your head
Hoping you drink that water full of lead

Floating in purgatory
A hellish nightmare story
No escape, can’t fight back
Forever in pitch black

The Midwest Arsonist


Related Information:

I need help figuring out the name of a book I read and forgot.?

Ok, well a few years ago I read a book trilogy and I can’t remember the name of the series. The series is about magic. There are four major races in the book, each with a different type of magic. There are humans, who use earth, orcs, who use water, elves, who use air, and dwarves, who use fire. I remember the book starting off with this poor kid who becomes the prince of the humans whipping boy. The king of the human race has this special ability to turn chosen people into these paladin like things, but the other races get mad he can do it and they can’t. So the "gods" or whatever give the king this crystal, which is split into four pieces, each race getting a piece to create their own paladins. But in the center of the crystal was the dark magic. When the young prince sees the dark center he becomes obsessed with it. Eventually the prince grows up and finds this dark artifact that can create his own dark paladins, but only people who are willing and they must die to do it. Anyone using the dark magic must give up part of their life, like if you use a spell you will break out in boils or whatever to make up for the energy used. The prince gets selected to become a light paladin. When they go to make him a paladin though he bursts into flames and it shows him for what he truly is, the dark paladin. I remember that the names of the dark paladins was something like Vakries or something like that. If anyone recognizes any of this and knows the name of the series please help!! This is driving me nuts!
Ok people, thanks to the ones who looked at the question and tried answering, I appreciate it. My friend who also read the series remembered it though. The series is called The Sovereign Stone series. They are fairly good books, I highly recommend reading them!


Related Information:

Best vacation to save marriage?

I’m trying to rekindle the old flames of my marriage. Are there any places that I can suggest for us to go on our anniversary?


Related Information:

What's the best way to get rid of carpenter bees?

I live way back in the woods and have a serious problem with carpenter bees boring into the wood on my home. My husband wants to put gas into a spray bottle and try to hit them but I told him no way that I don’t want my house to go up in flames because of a few dumb bees. Please somebody help me with this problem.


Related Information:

  • No Related Posts

For a fantasy story, does this sound like a good ‘concept’ of magic?

The world it’s set in is almost exactly like the America in the early 1930s, but with a few major differences. One of these is that ‘magic’ exists. Okay, so it’s nothing like the magic you’re used to in fantasy. In order to gain any sort of supernatural power, a person (It could be a person of any age, but there’s a higher chance of survival the younger you are) goes to a priest who performs certain complicated rituals, and subsequently throws the power-seeker into a fire. You see, to gain magic in this world you have to make a sacrifice to gain the power. For example, the fire would entirely burn off a person’s legs but leave the rest of their body unharmed, and after a while the person would discover and begin to train their new self-levitation ability. Make sense? How this magic system works:

<> Person willingly sacrifices part of their body to gain powers.
<> It isn’t always a body part- sometimes a person could lose their sight or hearing or their ability to see beauty.
<> The sacrifices are random, depending on the movement of the flames. They don’t get to choose what they give up.
<> And neither to they get to choose the gained power. Sometimes it will be something almost useless, sometimes it will be something incredibly destructive or amazingly useful.
<> There is a slight chance that the “fire bath” necessary to gain magic powers will kill, and the chances of this happening increase with age.
<> When powers are used they either drain a persons energy or a tiny bit of a person’s life span depending on the destructiveness/potency/usefullness/power of the spell.

I wanted to try to come up with a way of magic working that has never been used before, and I need enough disadvantage caused by magic so that not many people in my world would want it. How does this sound?
It’s a very odd story, and the main character is actually the villian.


Related Information: