I had what i think is a flash back this morning. I saw it clearly and the emotion was overwhelming. But it wasn’t of the rape it was from a time we went away together without our kids and we were happy. Is that normal? And the thing is i don’t hate him is that normal also? i am suffering severely from what happened and i dont want him back but i feel sorry that he is facing so much jail time> i feel sad for him because he is so messed up? Should i feel like that? How can i get through this its so hard
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She is using my weak spot, Nicky my guinea pig. She has vegetables for him. She’s never visited before and now that I am breaking free, she wants to come over. I wrote her thank you, but we have veggies here. I won’t call her because she is soooo very good and sweet and caring when her husband is there and can hear her and I come off looking like the bad guy.
She doesn’t like e-mail because if she goes off, there’s proof in black and white. She ignored me while I was in a crisis and she knew it. Grew cold and contemptuous to me. Upon reading N literature, I had a refresher course. Why did I not see all the red flags? But once I realized she was an N, I had flashbacks of stuff she did or said that was like an N slide show. I actually lied, told her my husband was on his way back from another state, so she wouldn’t come over here. Now I feel guilty about that and how I’m down on her level. Don’t want to get her angry, just don’t want contact any more.
Advice please! – Bunny
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117- year- old girl falls for her 30 year- old teacher. After waiting for perfect timing, they both pursued each other and became involved. She was her parents only child, golden child, straight A’s and good in sports. She had the perfect family until her little sister
was killed by a drunk driver or was murdered. She was all her family had left and her loss made her weak and uncomfortable in her own skin. She has flashbacks from when her and her little sister were little. She died when the protagonist was only 10. After 7 years of coping and coming to grips with herself, she falls in love with her handsome new physics teacher. She realizes that through her tough experiences when she was younger, she’s too mature for any high school jock. They start to have a physical and strong emotional relationship. Once their relationship gets more serious, her teacher wonders why she hasn’t told her parents about their relationship. She knows they would forbid it and hate her for it, esp. not saving her virginity till marriage. They are a strong Christian family with many values. She promises that she will tell them soon but when she gets pregnant plans change and she finds herself in a tangled web of trouble. She couldn’t bare the disappointment from her family and even herself. A baby would ruin her life plans. She knows her boyfriend would do anything for her but she couldn’t live with the pain inside. She commits suicide and leaves her lover a note. Her family and lover come together in the end and grieve. Her parents go to her grave in the end and give her peace and rest her soul.
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A teenage girl is brutally murdered and haunts her killer. He later becomes so consumed and miserable that he gives himself into the police. Her spirit then rests in peace.
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when i was 16 (3 weeks from being 17) i started dating this guy from my work who was 21. he seamed really nice until the day we started going out. on our first official day of dating he called me while i was working and was really mad at his mom and told me he was outside waiting for me. he didnt have a car and lived about 20-30 min walking time from my work. after i got done with work i got out to him and he started joking about killing himself and jumping in front of cars and asking me to get into an accident and started telling me about all these times hez "messed up" ppl and that he could "mess me up easily if i gave him i reason to" he made me pay for everything and if i didnt pay he got pissed at me and called me a spoiled, rich, b!tch (which im defiantly not spoiled or rich) he controlled everything i did. i wasnt allowed to play my music in my car, i wasnt allowed to hang out with my friends without him there, i couldnt go hardly a day without being with him. he called me a b!tch, $lut, ect for "teasing" him to much and not giving him any. hed tell me how good he was at sex and all the girls he slept with and where and how i would scream so bad because he is so good and bla bla bla. and accused me of cheating when i wasnt. he made me go down on him once (i didnt want to) and then yelled at me for not being good enough. i broke it off after 3 months and it was oddly easy.
its been about 2 years now since the last time i even herd from him but i still think of him almost every day. i have to drive past his house to get to school so i always think of him when i pass it. i found out a place he hangs out so now i avoid going there. i have trouble getting close to guys and tend to avoid them. and not as often but still sometimes i have nightmares about him coming after me and i get depressed for days over it. every time i hear his favorite song that he used to make me listen to everyday i get flashbacks that are so bad the lead to into a panic attack and i cry for days.
what do i do to get over it? like i was never abused as bad as some girls get it and i wasnt even in the relationship for long. does it sound ridicules for me to get sooo upset over it? i just want to forget him and move on with my life. he took so much from me. i lost alllll of my friends because of him. i went through most of my senior year without any friends and lived that entire year in fear.
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