See, me and this boy lets saay Jayson* dated honestly in 7th & 8th grade, which means I was only 12ish 13ish. But I’ve never been able to get over him :/ He’s been my best friend since, I can tell him everything. The only thing is, he doesnt tell me everything, he KNOWS how I feel, we’ll goof off and I’ll say i hateee him so much(if hes being a jerk) and he’s like NOT UH! YOU KNOW YOU’VE LOVED ME SINCE 7TH GRADE! and hes right, i have. i try to hold it back, but i cry myself to sleep everynight. EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. and this years been the hardest, he moved about 45 minutes away, and goes to a different school, which i thought would be easier, but its not :/ its worse. i text him all the time, and vice versa. i feel like what if this is it, hes my one and only love, what if im never able to get over it. i know is seems a little irrational, but i want him to be my first.. i know that id feel comfortable with him, and honestly it might be the kind of closure i need! i love him with all my heart, ive dated other people but broke it off as soon as they started getting too attatched and wanted more from me. because i never got to the comfort level with them that im at with jayson. for instance i was dating lets say John* and we werent official yet, but on halloween just before jayson moved away, i snuck up to his house and we made out and he did other stuff to me, and i stopped myself because i couldnt do what i wanted to do because i couldnt hurt john. but it would have been perfect :/ i really wish i could have, it was my last chance before he moved, it was his last day in the house, and no one was home, the whole house was packed up, and he just had his mattress in the living room with some sheets and an pillow. i regret not just doing it, because i hate john, he was the biggest jerk ever. but yeah, jayson just ughh, hes not a good guy, hes a BA, gets himself in trouble, drinks smokes, hes been around with a few other girls. i was never jealous of them, or upset with his decisions, ive only ever wanted him to be happy. ive told him how i feel about the drinking and smoking, ive begged him to stop, and he doesnt do it as much, at least if he does he wont tell me, because he knows how i feel about him, and his health. hes only 16 and its awful, honestly i couldnt even teelll you why i feel this way, all i know is i do. its unexplainable, but when you know youre in love.. you just know :/ and it can be awesome, or it can kill you like its killing me. i need help though, i dont know what i should do. ill have my license and a car in just a few months, and i want to see him, and hang out with him and be with him. but idk if itll help anything, or just hurt me more :/ PLEASE HELP ME, and please dont say im too young for any of this, because love has no age. ugh. </3
I hate that I’m still in love with him. And that he only wants to be friends. He says he’s in love with me but he doesn’t want to be committed right now. He’s working two jobs, 75 hours a week. (One I helped him get and happen to work in the same building different department). He says he can’t give me the attention I need as his girlfriend. So be his friend or nothing at all. Ok, so I still want him in my life so I agree to being friends…Then he’ll say something else like "if you’re a good girl for the next month you’ll really love your birthday gift, but u know you like to go out to parties and clubs so we’ll see" (my b-day is late sept). This behavior from him is like he doesn’t want me, but he gets jealous when I try to get over him. Sooo I complained in the past about us not talking on the phone anymore, him not texting me as much and us not seeing one another. He called more the first couple days, he’s been texting me everyday, but he still hasn’t made any initiative to spend time together. When we’re together it always laughs, jokes, hugs, kisses…etc. I told him we’re not having sex anymore because its not worth it. Making a mockery of what we had. His claim is he doesn’t want to do anything with anyone else, so if he’s going to have sex he wants it to be with me. Yea, right. I want a relationship. And he’s not ready right now. I’m trying to move on…but nothing is happening. I haven’t met anyone that can even measure to him. I find myself still thinking about him all the time. He cares enough to text me each day. But I feel like purposely not trying to love me again. He wont allow it to happen. He doesn’t want to talk about us- what we had or what may be. He’s just like show me you’re there for me without it being about you and take one day at a time….I’m trying to look past him. Because I get the sense he loves me but he’s confused about being with me or wanting someone else. So how can I meet someone else when he keeps pulling me back in?
I just want to be happy. When we were together he made me happy. He says he doesn’t like to talk to me on the phone as much because I bring up old negative things. He says why can’t I say things like I know you’re working hard? When I try to contact him and he doesn’t respond back it makes me feel like he’s giving attention to someone else. The same attention he used to give to me. So when he does contact me, I get upset that its taken so long. My school year is about to start next week. I just want to start fresh and new. But I’m still in love with him….I want to meet someone new!
Please, serious answers only.
Basically, we were together for 2 years and a half.
He is a really good guy. Not a cheater, not a lier.
He really does love me.
So, it’s not a situation where I want him, but he doesn’t want me.
We’ve been broken up for 3 months now.
I’m suicidal.
Please, serious answers only.
I sold my car on craigslist and buyer paid with money order. Buyer seemed like a good guy, but money order was rejected by my bank. Still trying to contact the buyer both to see if he can send new money order, or can give car back.
ok what im trying 2 do is to suduce my ex-girl friend, realize that she lost a really good guy or get her back with me. some facts about us is that we used to be really close friends. but then when i asked her out n then broke she treated me differently. but now were like being more friendly and stuff but i atleast want her to realize that she lost a really good guy who loved her with all his hearth and i would of give my life 4 her. so can someone please help me?
