i have a confession i had a affair on my wife well shes not really my wife but 6yrs and kids shes my wife.i have not been home for 2 month and 7 days and all i think about is going home.i did go home a couple of times and i did stay the night and it felt so good to just be there with her and the kids.i havent been in my house sence her mom got there on feb 14 her mom and we do not see eye to eye.she lived wiht us 2 different times.it was hard on our relationship haveing her there then and to have her there now i fill i dont have a chance to get her back.i try to show her and tell her how sorry i am an i will never do anything to hurt her or betray her love again,she tells me i dont know what i want she tells me i need time and i wonder if its time for her to get over what i did or to get over me and as a man im not scared to say im scared of loseing her.i love this women more than anything in the world and if i could only turn back the hands of time i would have done alot of things different.i hope there someone that can tell me how to get her to forgive me and let us be as one again for the rest of my life at least. thanks
