My and my ex where together for like 3 years when we got together she had a 3 year old son and is 8 now. By the time of the break up he was calling me his step dad, and the kid really loves me. Well i cheated on my ex and we broke up, crushed his heart that i wasnt there all the time, but i still saw him not as much as i should but i was there. Well now that i have more free time i can see him more. I pick him up once a week from school and take him back to my house and we do his home work, cook dinner, watch tv, play games and talk. Normally its jus me and him, my new girlfriend usaully leaves wheile he is there and has never meet him out of respect, she never wanted him to feel weird. Well i talk to him about her, and she even bought him his own spider man plate for when he comes over, well he asked to meet her. So yesterday she stayed home with me and was there with him. He had a great time, she even went and bought monolpy for us all to play since i dont have any board games for him… They talked and he really liked her, when me and him were jus in the store he pointed to a chcocalte heart and said "why dont you buy this for your girlfriend i think she should will like it"…. So i’m driving him home like cool they both had a great time he was so happy he was like next week i’m beating both of you in monolpoy.. Well when i tell his mom that she was there she got MAD. She said that i disrespected her, she said i should of told her first and let her decide.. Like decide what?? You know i’m a good father figure( better that his real dad but thats another story) but she is second guessing my descion. I know the only reason she does not want her around is cause i cheated with her. They also got into a fight 3 years ago, my ex showed up at me and my girlfriends place and started a fight with her… I jus want peace is she wrong for not waitning her around isn’t this childish??? He loves me i love him, he has a good positive time with me and thats whats important right?? Shouldnt we do whats best for the kid not what makes her boar float??? Side note i don’t smoke in the house when he is there, i barley curse in front of him i dont drink beers in front of him, like some people(her) but yet she says she has to decide how she is gonna proceed with this, lol…. HELP
My ex and I have been divorced since May. I was ok with it and have been fine until I found out he is dating our bank teller that we closed our account with. I love him still and it sickens me the thought of him with her. I gained weight while we were married and he resented that. This girl is gorgeous and everything he could ever want. So, I went out and got a personal trainer and have been working my butt off to look better then this new girl. Will he try to come back or hit on me? My heart wants it but my instinct tells me when he does to tell him "no way, no how!" Im obsessing over this.Ive been to counceling and its helped a little but the thought of him and her being intimate makes me sick. What should I do?
1- "Last Chance For Romance"!
This Is My last Chance For "Romance Tonight" Been Waiting For this Feeling For Miles and years ago … Never knew you can explore the way you have done to my physical Needs. Underneath It all was A dream that came front in a way that I have never witness before. Lost In a world and alone in a shell feeling heartless beyond anyone wildest fears that can occur, Untill; Tragedy take place to excelerate an heart beat to Abnormal Pace. Glued to the mass, Feeling The lenghth of time On the dance floor swinging from left to right without a sight of the beauty thats she hold from day in and day out. As the clock ticks this is my last chance for Romance Tonight. I been waiting for this Time For Miles and years ago….. Never had someone that can change my heart from cold, so I am Asking for one chance tonight. "ooooHHHH!!!!!!!!!"! I’m so Founder to this Whole situation that was brought Forth to me. Loving the sight of everything that change me in seconds, just moments ago I was Reckless, now I have my last Chance for Romance Tonight! #2-
The Abortion that aborted the Baby In The Process Of Finding A "Real Soulmate".
A young man name Trace cries out loud to his women Shelly, when he finds out she is baring his seed, as his heart pound , Shelly says how can this be. Trace response Was " This Is Heaventsent , a wish that was turn in to a Godly Blession", but to Shelly, ooh no… It was a curse more so like a nightmare staring back at her in the mirror that is now forming into her daily reality.At this point in her life, she could not deal with a child cries screams at night , so Shelly explain to Trace, yes your wishes are true, that this child In me is from you, but I can’t bear it Cause I"m still not done with courses in school. I have my whole life ahead of me and I can not deal with the pain that having this child would bring to me physically as well as mentally, so Trace responded to her while having a glare in his eye,Woman please know what your doing Before you go through with it , for that I was a child of a mother that was going to abort me and, an Angel talk her out of it, what you have in side of u is meant, if u abort it, then history will place are feelings with the past and that will be the end of something that we had. Six days later Trace did not hear from his woman.At this time he was at the park watching the Sunset nearly dark, While he was in the moment a child ran next to him, While the child was running it stumble and Fell to his knees. In the Background all you hear is Tommy.oh my God… Tommy!!. This was the child Mother name Sara, Gorgeous lady she and Trace made eye contact apparently Because He was picking her Child up. She smile and said Thank you.While he Handed Tommy Back to Sara He express to her, you have a healthy son. he fell without shedding a tear. In the Back of Trace Mind was Shelly and his unborn seed. So Trace ask Sara For her Cell or house number. she gave him her Email.He programed It in to his phone while waving by to her. He emailed her Instantly and she wrote back for days after days.When Shelly finally contacted Trace over the phone, she said her words very slowly, as his heart occur to skip beats she took a deep breath and said. I’m in pain, I Don’t want to think about what I have done but it was the best for me at this time, before She could finish, Trace said how could you do this, a part of me no longer exist, so he hung up the phone and check his email and what did you know. Sara had invited him over her place for movie and dinner with her son.He Accepted it.From that Point on they grow closer to each other.He was happy to have a child that he never had and a Soulmate that came with it. Months And weeks later they got married and she was due six months later to Trace and Her expected child…The End.
So we broke up about 3 weeks ago. He was randomly texting me stupid messages every other day. I really do love him and want him back. I told him since he isn’t ready to come back that he needs to stop texting me so i can get over him. He didn’t really like the idea but he said he would. I just want him to miss me and i am hoping that him not talking to me will make him miss me. Please help me, don’t tell me to get over him because my heart knows it is right. i know he misses me because even he said so but how can i make him want me back. We have class together once a week is that helps…
So fitting are the melodies
Softly playing in your heart.
Think of moment’s beauty lift
Until the second we must part.
Fascinations’ running wild
Option’s open wide all gates.
Longing’s for that gentle sway
Given to the one who waits.
Leaping into desolation
Reaching out with lonely eyes
Seeking long awaited answer’s
Fighting through emotion’s lies.
Loosing all constructed pride
Now giving in to chance
Fame once more this sleeping love
Awaken our long lost romance.
ok so me and my ex bf dated for six months and he was the sweetest,funniest guy ive ever met and hes kinda nerdy but i love that about him…we had some fights in the last few months but i thought we were okay..but then he sent me a text saying we cant go out anymore because he cant be in a relationship where he doesnt act like himself ..i still dont get what he means by that bcuz i loved his normal self and never asked him to change or nething and ppl told me that mayb he wanted more freedom or watever but he really did have plenty of that …then the day we came back from the weekend hes already flirting with another girl but she is a huge **** .and totally not his type and hes just going to get hurt but he says he likes her and everything but found out shes a big flirt but he wont give up on her …its been about 3 weeks since we broke up and ive started getting over him a little bit .i tried liking other guys but the guy i did like asked out sumone a week ago soo tht made me feel worse ..me and my ex are trying to be friends and it is really working but my feelings for him are more than friends and i want soo much to get back together with him and im not some desperate ex gf who just wants to get back with him ..i just still have a ton of feelings for him ..i tell everyone im over him and i guess i thought i would make myself believe it too but i cant ..everytime i see him in the hallway i wish i was there right next to him but then it really doesnt help bcuz hes always talking to girls now which never happened before he dated me..which confuses me alot bcuz he never was a flirt he was shy and sweet …im sorry about how long this is but im soo stressed and confused ..i act like im happy and carefree around my friends but at night idk im just kinda sad and depressed..(plus my dog died a week ago which has sumthing to deal with that) please can sumone tell me how to get him to start liking me again and dont say u cant make sumone like you..i just want tips on how to do it and please dont say to try the exbackguides because i dont want to buy that thing …PLEASE help me im tired of feeling like this
here is an excerpt from the book. i know it wont make a lot of sense if you just jump in to it so here is a little background.
setting: mideval type of setting w/ fantasy
characters:
annabel mavis: helps prince vincent on mission and is very independent. wants to be something more then just a servent like her mother and wants to see the world.
prince vincent: a prince who has just lost his father becuase of the war going on and has sworn to kill the man who killed his father (bad guys name is daken wraith). will do anytihng to kill him and doesnt fully un derstand how much he truly needs annabel (even if he doesnt want to except it). his true misson is to end the war between his kingdom and a few other agianst dakin wraith and his army of traitors.
Fran: one of the last shifters in the lands. as a shifter she is wanted by many for her shapshifting powers. fran wants to help vincent and annabel but annabel doesnt fully trust her untill fran tells her a very important deep secret.
what happened right before this:
vincent and annabel get into a fight becuase vincents ego gets in the way and annabel is fed up. fran ,annabel, and vincent part and go seprate ways. fran and annabel stay together and end up getting caught. annabel knows that vincent is not around to help and that it is up to her to save fran and herself because fran was taken over by a drak spirit with dark magic.
(annabel narrating whats going on.)
I felt my heart pounding in my chest ready to jump out my throat. I took in a shaky breath hoping that my capturers wouldn’t hear my unsteady heart. Vincent was my only other source of help seeing has how fans body was being taken over at the moment. I should have never left you Vincent I mumbled to myself. My feeling of defeat slowly started to turn into anger at everyone. If Vincent hadn’t of been so… so… horrible I wouldn’t be in this mess. It was his fault I was all tied up like this not mine. Here I was about to be killed or worse and he was nowhere in sight. I started to come off my anger high just as soon as I came upon it. It wasn’t Vincent’s fault it wasn’t anyone’s fault but my own. It was my own doing that I was here. If I had only done what I was supposed to and guided Vincent and aided him on his journey this would not be happening. I am not going to let them do anything to me. I thought quietly in my head. I am just as strong as anyone else. Even if I had no help and had messed up big time I wouldn’t let myself just give up. “you won’t’ get away with this.” I spat out my voice more menacing and stronger than I thought it would be.
“We’ll see about that.” Zenthyia said in a tone that made me want to kick her. Hard… “Fran ….” I shouted shifting my attention to her “your stronger than this don’t let this wench fool you. Fight Fran fight please.” I then felt a startling blow to the back of my head and slumped down in the chair I was tied to. Falling and fading into a darkness that went on forever.
When I awoke I was hanging from shackles nailed in to the uneven bumpy wall that was behind me. The shackles were digging into my skin my wrists and ankles sore and bleeding. I struggled trying to not give up and to get away.” There’s no use in doing that. You’re only making yourself weaker.” Fran said coming out of the shadows. How long had she been there? How long had I been unconscious? Where was Vincent.” Fran.” I pleaded, and I dint like to plead.” Please let me go. You don’t know what you’re doing. Be strong Fran fight this creature that possesses you I know you can. I believe in you. Vincent’s counting on you I’m counting on you.” I said forcing back my tears as my voice cracked.
“Fran isn’t here right now. And If I were you I wouldn’t count on her ever coming back.” For a moment I forgot who I was talking to and tried to kick the demon that possessed Frans body.
“I don’t think that was a really wise thing to do, Do you?” she said taking a step back. I spat at her and got her right in the face.
“I think we should teach you a little lesson on how to be kind to your hosts and friends.”
“You are no friend of mine I said to her wanting to kick her and not miss. “Besides hurting me will result in you hurting your friend.” I thought this thought over and realized that it was true, no matter how badly I wanted to kick the person inside, and that I would have to think about my actions more carefully. But a little spit couldn’t hurt right? I bowed my head I wanted to give the illusion that I had given up. Maybe this way I could catch her off guard. She knew my trick all too well and didn’t turn around or take her eyes off of me once. It was frustrating. If I only I hadn’t of been so stupid. There was a terrific crash from the room above and it made Fran loose her focus on me for only a moment. That moment was all I needed. All it took was Fran standing too close and my leg kicking her in just the right way. That the keys flew off of her belt and would you believe my
3 m
I heard that my ex-girlfriend has a new man in her life. My heart aches when I think that she is with somebody else. I really loved her but lost her because of my fault.
Please don’t tell me to move on because right now I can’t forget her.
She is going to get married to him and will start to live far away.
Will she ever remember me when she is old and looks at the stars melting in front of the rising sun at the break of the dawn ?
This is a Petrachan sonnet that I wrote and I want to know what I should change around. The Rhyme Scheme of a Petrachan Sonnet is ABBA ABBA CDE CDE (or CDCDCD but I used CDE CDE) Each line must consist of 10 syllables.
I lost you and I hurt everyday
And this is the reason my heart is sore.
Now I regret acting like such a bore.
I cannot believe he took you away.
This is all true, though it may seem cliché
But I could not help feeling insecure.
I feared you might not like me anymore.
I cannot perceive why I am this way.
I did anything to show you romance
And I certainly showed it all to you
Why could you take it from him and not me?
I even asked you for a second chance
But you just turned me down for someone new
And you just lied thinking I would not see.
I honestly don’t want to change the meaning of the poem because this is really how I feel about my "situation" of my girlfriend dumping me for somebody else and etc. etc. but thats a whole other story.
Like I said before I don’t want to change the meaning of the poem maybe just switch or change some words to make it a little more proper. Don’t be too easy on me just give an honest opinion on what to change. And the teacher said we could use words like every and ue them as two syllables or three, whatever we wanted, and I used it here as three.
I’m still very in love with him.
We were together over 20 yrs. After everything was said & done, I realized I did the wrong thing.
My heart is hurting. I miss him. I have asked him back. I hurt him real bad & now he says he doesn’t love me anymore.
I know he does. You don’t just stop loving someone after all those years of being in love.
What do I do?
well he was my first love and my first time
im totally over him…but the way he hurt me
just affects my relationships now…its nearly been a year
and i don’t feel nothing for him anymore no hate…no love
ive been messed around by another boy which affected me
but not as much i managed to
get over him really fast
because the 1st one broke my heart
and i don’t even know if it was repaired…well im moved on now
got this boyfriend who treats me like the world…and i trust him
with all my heart.but the thought of that
scares me..t im trying to stop myself from trusting him because
i know deep down he wont hurt me but its like a brick walls around me
and i trust him but i have doubts about trusting him because
how the others have hurt me….
its like when he goes home…i cry because its like my ex left
my house had what he wanted from me and never came back
i never saw him again…so i feel im never going to see him again
even though he kisses me goodbye….
and i get moody with him when he drops a comment that doesn’t mean
bad but i make it the wrong way in my head,,,,im moody with him when he drops plans
which we arranged….well like today he said well for example: i do suffer with urine infections
which hurts like hell so before we do “anything” i ask him if he would wash hes hand
and i go for a pee after and before..because when ive got them
i cant go to college they stop me from walking they hurt so much
and the results say im getting them from bacteria getting pushed up
so i like to be safe so i can keep up on college… and he dropped a comment like so your going
to make every boy you have sex with in the rest of your life do this…well i know he didn’t mean it
as in im bu.gg.ering off but it made my heart sink..
i know he cares because when i tease him and say something about another boy such as on text he
will put an upset face and he says hes glad were together but that hurt me
, i tryed to never fall deep again
but it just happened and i cant loose him i do trust him so i know
it can work but im messed up a little inside… im OVER my ex
because i wouldn’t be with someone else if i wasn’t that would be wrong
and hes not just for comfort because the one who i wasn’t with
but messed me up recently (about september-october time) was for comfort
because when i found out he was messing me around
i got over him quick and relished i didn’t care….which i wouldn’t do again
because it just doesn’t help at all
but i know i love my boyfriend now
as i get the same strong feelings i just get paranoid what can i do to stop this
because i cant loose him? you really have to go though it yourself
to relies hoe much it affects you
Is it over, is she confused, will she call again.?
Last mounth my gf 4yr broke up with me. Sayin shes scared and dosent feel de same. 2week later she calls wants back. I open my heart again, n start ovr. She tells me how much she loves n missed me and how she didnt see herself with any1 but me.
She then leaves 2 go see her friend. When she left she called leaving messages about how much she loves me and misses me. She then comes back up and the distance is back. On thanksgiven she breakes up with me agian. I call her friday she says she regerts doing this and was trying to see if she chould force her self to love me or something. Now i am left with the pain.
Is she confused? will she call again. Is this garented. i still luv her and would try it again. But why say so much if your not so sure of your self. why talk about marrige and moving in with me and making love to me if you were not even sure.
This is making me sick. she was my first and i just dont know anymore. we never argued. Will she ever talk to me agian. Any addvice b gr8. a
Is it possible to get your ex back once she starts seeing a new guy?
I was going out with my sweet beautiful girl kelly for about 8months, i love her very deeply, she has recently broken up with me and almost immediatly started seeing another guy, my heart is broken and its very painful.
But im losing hope of getting her back since she started seeing this “guy” she was tearful on the breakup, and she feels bad for making me feel this way, but im not sure how to go about getting her to be mine agai.
funny part is i don’t feel like this lol.
and its kinda long. but critique please?
Your world has crumbled the pieces now lost
The trust that you had has all been destroyed
You pick your self up off the ground but at what cost?
The one you once loved is the one you avoid
Your trust in anything has faded out
Like when summer fades to fall
Feelings fade too and now fill you with doubt
The happiness you used to feel is so hard now to recall
At one point you gave him your heart
Now to have feelings of nothing but regret
As the rest of the world rips you apart
A life changing event you will surely never forget.
You realize trust is the strongest bond
When broken you feel like nothing will ever be the same
Leaving you no chance to respond
And all you can ask is who is to blame?
Why trust again and risk the pain
When it’s not even worth your sorrow
And you think to yourself will feelings remain?
Or will things change as you question tomorrow.
You ask your self if you should forgive
But you know deep down how much your heart was broken
You look at yourself and ask if this is how you want to live
You look at him now and the words that have been spoken
Its hard to forgive and give a second chance
When that’s already been give so many times before
You have to decide if this is for real or if it was some silly romance
Or If after everything it was worth getting your heart ripped out onto the floor
And if my feelings for him really are stronger then even words can explain
You wonder if he can be the one on which you depend
If you can ever learn to trust him them again
Or if this is just perhaps the end….
If you have talked to your friends or family about reversing the breakup so much that they are all sick of listening to you, you probably feel like you have no where else to turn. You can’t keep talking about your relationship with them, because they all start to tell you the same things. Get over your ex. Move on with your life. If you let someone go and they come back to you it is meant to be. Get a hobby. Get a life. Find someone else.
Are you tired of hearing that you need to move on? If you really feel like your ex was the one for you and you will never find someone else like him or her, how can you ever move on? If you feel so deeply that your life is over if you don’t get your ex back, someone telling you that you need to get a life isn’t going to help much. If you knew how to move on, you would, right? If you knew that moving on wouldn’t be the biggest mistake of your life, it would be easier, wouldn’t it?
Look, your friends and family are only telling you that you need to move on because they want to see you happy and they don’t know what else to tell you. But when you know deep down that your ex is the only person you’re meant to be with, you know that moving on won’t make you feel better. When all you can think about is how to get your ex back, you know that you can’t move on until you’ve tried everything you possibly can.
That’s when you need a plan. You need to know that you can get your ex to fall back in love with you. Even if everything else you’ve tried to get your ex back has failed. Click This Link and watch the video at the top of the next page. If it sounds familiar, the answers you need for getting your ex back are on that page.
shortwayto.com – learn How You Can Get Your Ex Girlfriend or Boyfriend Back Now. How to make your ex boyfriend or Girlfriend want you back. Win back ex girlfriend. How to get your ex girlfriend back. How to get your ex boyfriend back. Win back ex boyfriend. how still advice after…
How can i get my ex-boyfriend back?
Can I make everything just to be fine again?
The problem here is that my boyfriend currently ex now, we dated for 2 months but only saw each other once while we were dating, but we live in different towns but only 15 minutes away.
We would text eachother everyday all day and even though allot of people would think it was stupid it just seemed right, like our relatioship seemed so real we werent afraid to talk about anything and thats what i have always looked for in a guy. i was pretty sure we felt the same way for eachother and maybe i did a bit more.
He broke up with me becuase he said that we didnt get to see each other but im sure there was more too it. during our relationship he broke up with me for wrestling but it didnt last longer than a day. and another issue was his bestfriend. he started liking me and i started to like him but i stopped and never liked him more than my boyfriend.
Also my boyfriend and i had some disagreements we would fight but we always made up and figured out the problem.. when he broke up with me officially i was heart broken still am.. we got into a fight and he said some pretty bad things to me that i know i never deserved (allot of my friends think i deserve better because he isnt the greatest guy ever.)
But maybe i did but the reason i concluded to for why i love him so much and want to be with him even though he doesnt deserve me is because he is so different. at my school and around my town there are allot of guys that like me and say all of this lovey dovey stuff thinking i will love them ( they even did it when we were dating! i hate it, it means nothing to me they all say is the same thing just a different guy.)
But he never did that i mean he cared about me and it was right for me but just the way he acted made me want to be with him more. it has been 2 weeks since our break up and maybe people wont understand how this worked for what my boyfriend and I had but to me it was right and i loved that.
I need help on winning him back because i’m not sure i want to be with any other guy.
I stared as you walked into the room
Its all lies…
Each “I love you”
You asked to be just friends
you’d found someone else
left me hanging
put my heart on a shelf
the reasons for love
no one knows
but when i miss you
is shows
I hoped it wasn’t true
i prayed for a second chance
but you didn’t want me…
no room for our romance
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough
I’m trying so hard to not cry
you hurt me bad
i wont lie
but what i felt most was the fast
goodbye…
Please don’t forget me
i wont forget you
but please no regrets
were living life
through, and through
Who ever she is
i hope she knows she’s lucky
because shes got a great guy
i miss when i would ask “whats up”
and you’d say “the sky”
But its all gone now…
i have to move on
loves not my game
its just another song.
written about a recent break up…. please tell me what u thnk
How could you leave me out on the street?
There’s a knife in my heart a hole cut deep
A hole cut deep like its a million feet
Like a taser gun, baby I’m stunned
Times got tough but running was something I never envisioned
You left me nothing without even so much as a warning
Tried to get you back, but you say I can’t do a thing
Now I’m sitting in the dark looking at our pictures crying
Now that you’re gone I feel lost and a part of me is dying
And I realized how much I miss you by my side.
Now my heart aches for love but just from her
My pain is a river cuz it’s flowing onto this paper
If I only had one wish I use it to bring you back to me
I want everything to go back to the way it used to be
You left me with nothing except heartbreak and pain
You say you can’t trust me but you won’t let me explain
I was lost on the road of love until you showed me the way
So understand you were like my personal guide
You were the reason for me having a great life, but now that you’re gone I wish you a great life
So I beg you to give me another chance
But you say you can’t go through it again
Start my life without you I don’t know where to begin
But I just want you to listen to what I’m saying
Since you left me my life’s been turned around
Like you’re in the sky and I’m stuck here on the ground
I beg you but you won’t give me a second chance
You say you’re not coming back and it’s the end of our romance
With everything in my heart you’re on top of
I just wanna let you know, you taught me how to love
How could I be so blind? You gave me all the signs but I couldn’t understand.
Looking back I realized I made a mistake
If I paid a little more attention you still be by my side.
Say you moved on and found another love and it kills me inside
You’ll never know what’s going on inside of me
If I had a second chance I would use it to give you all my love unconditionally
I know I have to move on and there’s a lot more fish in the sea
But if I don’t got you then I’m just not me
It’s been a while, but I still have pain I can’t deal with yet
Not taking my chances is something I regret
But if you ever change your mind I’ll be there in a heartbeat
As of right now I’m in a battle that I’m losing
I remember when you told me we’d always be together
And like a fool I thought always meant forever
In the real world I guess forever is a fairy tale
And I played the part of Robin Hood very well
Just know my hearts locked up as if it’s in a jail cell
And if you moved on I guess this is farewell
So I beg you to give me another chance
But you say you can’t go through it again
Start my life without you I don’t know where to begin
But I just want you to listen to what I’m saying
Since you left me my life’s been turned around
Like you’re in the sky and I’m stuck here on the ground
I beg you but you won’t give me a second chance
You say you’re not coming back and it’s the end of our romance
With everything in my heart you’re on top of
I just wanna let you know, you taught me how to love
Do you beleive in a second chance romance?
Should I take back my ex,would you ever take back and ex?
Well you know how it is. Your ex brakes your heart and always keeps coming back for a Second chance
so basically he broke up with me and always comes back saying he misses me and wants to go back out with me, hes done this 5times now. But i keep on getting hurt when he screws me over cause i regret ever giving him a secound chance, hes kinda trying agiain tho but its alil diff, but hes not saying he misses me or wants to be with me agian he just txts me 1in the morning saying “Wanna fcuck”???
Its diff this time, i dont know what he exacly wants can you help me figure it out please, cause every other time he asked for a “secound” chance he would say i missed you like crazy i love you cant be without you ,im always thinkign of you. …but now hes txtn me sayin wanna fcuk?no sorry or anything we hungout last week and had sex but no goodbye kiss when i left, so whats his deal?
I told him i was on my period and couldnt when he txtd me, and he was lke ew wtf, well let me know when your no…
You were so cruel for what you put me through
So now I’m telling you goodbye
There’s no way to stop me don’t even try
I’m the same girl I was yesterday
Forget the past and last the memories fade away
This is the last time you’ll break my heart
I’m doing what I should’ve done from the start
This the last time no more second chances
And now you’ll never know what true romance is
here is the second part
Slowly without realization of my actions, I was climbing out the window, and walking with this strange man. My mind was gone, and my heart was racing. I will never forget what happened that day. The story he told so strange that he couldn’t have possibly made it up, yet so unreal it couldn’t be true.
He held my hand softly, looked me in the eyes and began with a sigh.
“I am not a man. I am a God. I am Aeolus, king of wind, son of Poseidon. My life began fifteen million years ago, when the earth was still young. I was arrogant, and as human teenage boys, I made mistakes. I killed many, and because of this, I lost many. Father, punished me by forcing me into exile by turning me into a man.”
He had said, ” No God has yet to act as you, you have hurt the ones who you loved, you are not yet worthy of the life which you live.”
“Of course I was distraught, and have roamed the earth for the one thing that will change me, ever since. They say that love, and passion is the only thing that can change a God from an ignorant, violent youth, into a strong, wise man. Legend has it that when I find true love, the one soul that mine is destined to be with, I will become a God again, and will rule the wind as I should. I know that you are this person. Your soul cries out to mine, your heart longs to be with the one you love. Our souls are destined for each other. You must believe me, I never believed in love until I found you.”
With my brain barely grasping what he had said, I couldn’t find anything to say. It slowly registered that he was in love with me, a woman he barely knew, and he claimed to be a God, turned man.
“You don‘t even know me.” I mumbled barely audibly.
“I am a God, I know what love is, I feel things humans cannot, your soul cries out for mine, your heart knows that what I say is true and it knows that you love me as I love you. It is our souls telling me this, your spirit wants mine.” He answered. His voice was filled with emotion, I knew then that he was telling the truth. My soul, my spirit, my heart all longed to be with him.
“So you have been turned into a God again?”
“No. The legends say that the love must grow, the love must turn to selflessness, and you must let me go. You must give up your hopes of being with the one you love, in this form. You must be so selfless that you care more about my destiny then your love for me. You must kill my human form and then I will become a God. However there is a chance that your soul will not part your body, when mine does. There is a change you will live on in human form, never loving again, your soul never finding its destined mate.”
He looked in my eyes, and I could see the fiery passion that lit them. I could see what had driven him on in these centuries, I could see that our souls were destined. He knew then that I loved him.
In the next year, we were together, we loved, we laughed, we lived. I had never felt such romance, and passion. I had never loved as loved now. I could not think of the time when I must let him go, and possibly live without my destined love forever. I needed him, but I knew that he had to be returned to the world of Gods, I knew that was the only way he would find happiness and peace. I had decided that on our one year anniversary, I would release him. I could not allow myself to be as happy as I was when I knew he was in such pain, in the wrong place, following a path that was not meant for him.
***
When I led him to the meadow, to give him back the life he was destined for, I noticed something about the day was different. The air seemed to hang there, lifeless and still. The chipmunks under the tree seemed somber, the birds were not chirping, the deer not frolicking in the tall grass. The world was still, holding its breath.
He looked at me and to this day I still remember what his face told me. His soft voice told me he was on the verge of tears. Yet the most startling thing, I noticed the memories untold that had once covered his eyes, was gone, replaced by love, and happiness, the passion was in full control. He was ready to change from an arrogant, violent boy into a wise, compassionate God. Love had changed him.
His last words to me were, “Elizabeth, my Elizabeth, over the past year I have grown to love you beyond belief, my heart now yearns to be with you. Even though our souls have always known, I know now that you were the person for me.” He raised his hand up to face, tracing my lip with his finger, he kissed each of my closed eyes and wiped away my tears. “You have proven to me love is real, you have given the only gifts and man can want, love, and compassion. You taught me how to love. And for that my darling I will never forget you. Even if your soul doesn‘t come with mine, I will come back for you. Look at the horizon every morning, and every night I will send a sign when I come for you. I love you, my Elizabeth.”
I had tears streaming down my face,
I had tears streaming down my face, but when I looked at his eyes I knew I was doing the right thing. I has to let him go follow his destiny. He laid on the soft, newly sprouted spring grass. I crouched next to him, and kissed him one last time.
He held a handful of my hair to his nose, and said, “I am ready, my Elizabeth.”
With my arm raised I gently brought the knife to chest, tears streaming from my reddened eyes. Yet somehow, as if my miracle, I saw through my tears, and watched as his body rose into the sky. The wind blew gently again, the chipmunk scurried to his hole, the birds chirped and the deer came out again. But my soul did not go with his.
Everyday I look out my open window, and wait for a sign, of my loves return. Looking out my open window.
here is link for part one. thanks so much for reading it. I really appreiciate it
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20100223080841AAVT2Mr&r=w
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AoM734CMhCT8kWnFTtC4tzyf5HNG;_ylv=3?qid=20100223080707AAmlvL0
link to part one…please ingore the first link thanks
I broke up with him around this time last year. We had been going out for 2 in a half years and I spontaneously decided to end it all because at that point in my life I didn’t want to be attached. I was 18 years old and starting college, a new job, and viewed my ex as un ambitious. All he would ever do is want to stay home and be with me, never really going out to hang with friends, and feeling down on himself for having the job he had. He was a wonderful artist and I tried to be a supportive and encouraging girlfriend by telling him to pursue a career in the field. Yet lack of funds was the reason he said he couldn’t live out his dream. I tried accepting this but found that I might be growing out of him. I also wanted to experience other relationships since he had been my first, and though I loved him I found myself growing more detached. Spending less and less time with him even though he kept reaching out. I broke his heart and he eventually gave me back everything that was ours to cope with the break up, cutting me out completely. At that time this didn’t faze me. He came to my door step with the box and I could care less. I felt relieved, or so I thought. We didn’t talk much for 8 months, maybe passing one another since my little brother and he were such great pals and didn’t let our break up end their friendship. Eventually after working and going to school nonstop, boys being the last thing on my mind the summer hits. I find myself infatuated like I once was with my ex on a new guy. He’s a graphic designer and aspiring filmmaker, extremely driven and confident. All I can do is think about him. He seems to me to be the next best thing. Eventually we hang out (not an official date I had no idea what his intentions were, he was very hard to read) with a few of his friends and I find him to be the most obnoxious individual. He practically ignored me the whole time while being an entertainer to his audience; he thrived off of the attention I could tell. One of two questions I can remember being:
"What do you want to do with your life?"
This was such a turn off; a mutual feeling I later find out. He thought I was too quiet and smelled of tuna! I hate tuna. We go on to not talk for two months, and yet even then I didn’t think of my ex. Eventually The new guy starts to talk to me again and even though I was so disgusted by his previous behavior I still find myself immensely sexually attracted to him. That’s all I wanted from him. Funny thing is he was looking for a girlfriend and found a way of convincing me to be with him otherwise. I figured ok I like this guy why not give it a shot? From then on it has been a rollercoaster. Nothing like when I was with my ex. One day this blokes happy with me the next he’s unsure about our relationship. So eventually I end up feeling lonely within my own relationship because I don’t feel good about it. Where did all my confidence go? Sure I may have felt inhibited because he’d ask me "why are you so shy?" "I wish you’d contribute more to the conversation." I have never felt so much pressure in a relationship. Like if I don’t please, I can be dropped at any given time. So for the time being I had been unhappy, yet the messing around was great. What a trade off, not worth it at all when I look at it, but within the moment it’s a whole other game. All I could think about was how to sort the issues in my head over this relationship in a mature manner. Work out all the small things and focused on what we have that’s great. All I could think of was our similar tastes in music, movies, and fooling around. Sure we had conversations but for the most part they were short and the fooling around was to the point not long after. Than he’d tell me I got to get back to story boarding birdbrain. I’d be there reading a book instead of getting to know anything about him. My excuse was that he’s really trying to get this short film done before Sundance, don’t worry about it. And eventually things did turn around with a few hiccups, but on a trip back from Ohio I found out that my ex was going out with a new girl and the last thing that has been on my mind for the past month isn’t my new boyfriend. My brother disclosed to me some information that my ex was going out with a girl that we formerly couldn’t stand. When we were together we would actually make fun of her amongst ourselves. She was just such a typical high school girl. Going out to parties all the time, drinking, taking in controlled substances, bisexual one minute, straight the next. She was a total nut. Now he is with her. I really needed someone to talk too when hearing all this. So I wrote an email to a mutual friend of ours who still hung out with him. And I explained everything to her. It than finally hit me that he had moved on. Though I was in my own relationship (not much of one actually) I still had this terrible pain in my stomach thinking that he’s with her of all people. I didn’t care if she told anybody (we we
Would You Ever Take Back An ex?
Well you know how it is: Your ex brakes your heart and always keeps coming back for a Second chance
so basically he broke up with me and always comes back saying he misses me and wants to go back out with me.
He’s done this 5times now. But i keep on getting hurt when he screws me over cause i regret ever giving him a secound chance, hes kinda trying agiain tho but its alil diff, but hes not saying he misses me or wants to be with me agian he just txts me 1in the morning saying “Wanna *****”???
Its different this time, i dont know what he exacly wants can you help me figure it out please, cause every other time he asked for a “secound” chance he would say i missed you like crazy i love you cant be without you ,im always thinkign of you. …but now hes txtn me sayin wanna fcuk?no sorry or anything we hungout last week and had sex but no goodbye kiss when i left,so whats his deal?
I told him I was on my period and couldnt when he txtd me, and he was lke ew wtf, well let me know when your not.
weve been dating off and on for a year and a half, and i want him how i used to have him, i want his heart back.
Okay so my ex told me he still has feelings for me, we broke up because i just didnt feel ready to start dating quite yet and he said he understands but he also said he wont wait for me.
Now-months later- he says he still likes me and i told him i really care about him but was to uncomfortable to date yet still.
3-4 months after this hes still being his flirty self with me. We really connect well i thought, i can tell him everything without it turning into a rumor or him holding it against me, we are both pretty open with eachother. I told him i felt ready to start dating, and that if he still wanted to be with me i wanted to be with him……nope he said he got tired of waiting around and he found someone else…
I felt like a made a HUGE mistake cuz he is such a NICE guy!!!! I thought he didnt feel for me anymore.
We went out to a movie with a few friends of ours,we ended up sitting next to each other and thats when it all started, i thought he didnt like me so i leaned away and just stared at the movie,then he pulled the arm rest back(so theatres do this where you dont have to have the arm rests down they push up into the chairs) anyway he pushed it up so there was nothing seperating us and he leaned over really close to grab popcorn from my box in my lap, he lean really close to my face, more focused on my shocked eyes than his hand in the box.
my heart was pounding really fast, he asked me to sit alittle closer so he didnt have to reach so far for the popcorn….after a while he took the box from my hands and set it on the floor and leaned in close to me, pullin me into his arms in a cuddle. i was getting so nervous and my heart was beating so loud i thought the whole theatre could hear it……
after about ten minutes of cuddling and him stroking the back of my hands, he brushed my hair behind my ear and got really close and whispered something i couldnt comprhend, but i didnt really care because he started to lightly kiss under my ear and on my cheek, slowly working his way to my lips…
just as i was turning to meet his lips with mine he pulled away and looked me deep in the eyes for what felt like forever, i wanted to just push myself forward to his lips but the look in his eyes made me feel guilty but for what i dont know….
i was texting him later on that night about what went on in the movie and if he likes me??
He said he was just in a really flirty mood and doesnt like me!!!!! W T F!!!!!
I was so angry!!! But now we are gonna hang out with friends again, i want some tips on how to be eally flirty but not sluty, just make him mad!!!!! I wanna show him what its like to have the bone in front of my face pulled away!!! how would i do that!!!!??! and does he like me??
