She’s the mother of my daughter (who I love beyond belief), the only girl who has loved me after I gained a little weight, she finishes my sentences, she got some inheritance and paid off my credit cards with it, she is always telling me she loves me, but for some reason I always feel like something is missing. We get along great but it’s always in the back of my head….
We’re supposed to get married soon but I dunno if I’m really in love cuz I’m always checking out other girls and recently my ex has been talking to me and she told me she always thought we would end up getting married. She was my first love and talking to her brings up so many old feelings but I cant stop talking to her cuz it makes me feel good knowing that she might want me back.
I’ve never really known if I love my gf although I’ve always told her that I do, I just get along with her so great but I can never tell if its love or just a great relationship. I actually cried when I had a dream that she died, but at the same time why cant I stop looking at other girls??? And why is my ex trying to get back in my life???
I think she’s just a sociopath trying to see if she can still get me cuz she used to lie to me all the time and always got with other guys while saying I was her priority. We would always fight about her seeing other guys and I would tell her off and she would cry and say I hurt her so much and what not but I thought obviously she must not care THAT much since she would continue to do it but then again she was my first love and I cant seem to get over it… I dunno what to do should i stay with the girl who truly loves me or go for the one that might but would make me happy? Knowing that going for her would make me lose the one that loves me? Please help
