So me and my boyfriend broke up 3 weeks ago..and I want him back!
He hasnt talked to me at all, and everytime i ask to get together he comes up with a lame excuse…
Even though we are “friends” and he doesnt want me out of his life. He leaves to go back to college September first and I really want him back in my life.
I’ve been in 4 other long term relationships and when it was over it was over, and I just moved on. With this one its different, I feel like I should try and get him back, that I shouldnt let him get away. I dont know what to do. I want more advice then get over him and let him go.
FYI: this has not been edited and keep in mind i’m only 13.
The book is about a witch and her family who are forced to move from there world of magic to a world of magic less mortals.
The Darkness
prologue
A soft swoosh of wind echoed in the background of my usually lively home. No one moved or said much today, or yesterday for that matter, enjoying the last few hours we had left here in silence. I didn’t want to leave, neither did my mom or sister. But we didn’t have a choice, it was leave or die. A single tear rolled warmly down my cheek, even though i promise myself i wouldn’t cry.
"Mom, do we really have to leave?", i begged for the millionth time today, not caring if i got the same lame excuse as the other times. " I just aced all of my finals and i’m at the top of my class. Plus Alexa and i aren’t trying to rip out each others throats as usual. We belong here mom, we really sincerley do," I made sure to put extra emphases on the last sentance.
My mom looked at me with a tired expression. " You know we have to leave Emily. Mizaray is not the same anymore, neither is Ezra. If we don’t leave, you and Alexa will be killed by the government for using underage magic. We must leave tonight or we may not have another chance to escape. Go and get your things, it’s time to leave," her tone was suddenly serious and parental.
My feet moved steadily up the stairs. All of this felt surreal like i was a ghost in a very vivid nightmare. My eyes felt fogged over, adding to the dream-like trance i was in. As i walked into my bedroom, i barely regognized it anymore. The normally cluttered shelf was empty, as was my dresser except for my wand and a picture of me when i was seven. Back then i looked so happy and carefree like nothing in the world would stop me from doing what i wanted. Seven years had changed a lot about me, now i was a scared and stressed fourteen year-old, wishing my life wasn’t about to change in ways i would never dream of.
Faintly i heard my mom grumble about me taking to long upstairs. Quickly, i went over and grabbed my two suitclases filled with my belongings. Thanks magic everything fit snuggly in the now gigantic space.
Alexa and i met at the stairs; her make-up was smeared on her face thanks to endless cascading tears.
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She greeted me with a look of pure hatred as usual, but kept her nasty thoughts to herself. Alexa and i had been best friends and amazingly close sisters until she turned eighteen. Apparently she didn’t want to be seen with a so called ‘little kid’ anymore. Oh well, i simply ignored her as i walked past and down the rest of the stairs.
When i finally made it down my mom looked paranoid, in fear that we would be caught and…killed. Deep down, I too was in fear of being caught.
"Do you remember the spell," my mom asked, her voice breaking slightly at the end.
Of course i remembered the spell; i had been memorizing it for weeks now and had finally mastered it. Weakly I nodded yes, fearing my own voice might break if i used it.
" Well then, i guess it’s time to leave. Everyone grab your things and stay hidden. And Emily," she paused," have your wand ready as a precaution.
In synchronization we stepped out of the door, one silent dismal step at a time.
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Debating on calling her or not. What would you do?
To make a long story short……
I ordered ”The Magic of Making Up” by TW Jackson. Its a step by step guide to win back the one you love. I read completely through the book, ready to follow the steps (one of them which is to not contact your ex) and what does she do? She texts me 20 friggin minutes later and I hadn’t heard from her in 2 days. So I was polite and gave her a quick reply (being civil if you have to be in contact is something else he suggests). So the next day she sends me a funny forwarded text and I again give her a quick reply.
I then decide to follow through in writing her my ”second chance letter” as he calls it which basically is a letter agreeing to the breakup and that you have accepted it, giving them a simple apology and then telling them you have some good news, but not telling them what that good news is in order to make them curious. You end the letter by saying ”love to fill you in….but in the future. We both need our space right now.”
While I am writing this letter today, she then contacts me (text message) for a third day straight with a question about her phone (lame excuse to get a hold of me). I give her the answer and ask her what she would do without me, jokingly. I get a reply that says ”I know. Thats the truth!”
Now what the heck do I do? Do I go ahead and send the letter not knowing what to expect, and possibly offend her after we have been talking and getting along. We agreed to be friends after the breakup. Or do I give in and open the lines of communication more?
