why does my wife hate me?

my wife was 100% loyal to me while i was in the army and deployed. but as soon as i got out and we moved back to the states she cheated on me. i decided to give her a second chance and moved our family to florida to start over, but she acts as if she doesn’t care about me anymore. all the reasons she had for cheating on me i changed. so that she couldn’t use that as an excuse anymore, but she doesn’t seem to care no matter how hard i try. she shows me absolutely no affection whatso ever and the worst thing about it is that i am stuck with her because i went 100′s of thousands of dollars into debt for her and if we split up i will not be able to afford to pay all the bills i made while working on our relationship. when ever i ask her why she is this way to me she says she doesn’t know. but i know she is not telling me the truth. i ahve no way of going out to make friends because i have to watch our kids. i don’t work anymore because i was wounded during the war. I do pay all the bills, and do my best to take care of my family. but no matter how hard i try she act as if i am a ghost in the house. i have givin her my entire heart and now i don’t know what to do. my heart hurts so much from being depressed that i literally have to inflict massive amounts of pain upon my self to get my heart to stop hurting. i have no idea what to do. if i loose her then i give up on life,love and trust. the only one i have to talk to is my dog, who was a gift from her when i got back from the war to help me with my problems, but now i found out that soon my dog, who is also my only friend will have to be put to sleep in a few months and then i will have no one to keep me company or come to me when i am down. my entire life has been a downward spral no matter how hard i try to make the best of things something always bad happens to me. i don’t know how much more of the this i can take. and i have already attempoted to hang myself but she cut me down then had me arrested and thrown into a mental hospital for awile. i have no where else to turn so i thought i would see if anyone on here may have an idea that may help me. all i want is to be loved again and not feel so alone.


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Anybody ever been to a mental hospital before?

1.) Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the hospital director became aware of Edna’s heroic act she immediately ordered that Edna be discharged from the hospital because she now considered Edna to be mentally stable. The director went to Edna and said, "I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that you’re being discharged because you responded so rationally to a crisis by jumping in the pool to save the life of another patient. Your action displays sound mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he’s dead." Edna replied, "He didn’t hang himself. I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?"

2.) Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the lights (because they can’t see each other using sign language).

After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife proposes a solution. "Honey," she signs, "Why don’t we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don’t want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time."

The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, "Great idea! Now if you want to have sex with ME, reach over and pull on my penis one time."

"And if you don’t want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis… fifty times!"

I just want to wish to everyone and your loved ones, a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and health New Year


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