My fiance just broke up after 3 years together she told me that she needs to find herself and she feels that this is a good time to break off the relationship. I am beyond depressed. I cant sleep or eat and I feel like my head is spinning. We were in the midst of planning a wedding. I love her so much, I didnt see it coming at all. She has been so active with the wedding plans. I need advice please HELP!!!


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lyrics to a song..

This is my renaissance
This is my one response
This is the way I say I love you
This is my second chance
This is my one romance
This is the cutting line
On which I stand to show you

It happened fast in a flash just this evening
I hit the gas, horn blast, brakes screaming
Car crash, broken glass, broke my dreaming
I hit the dash so fast my ears are ringing
My sister’s on the right side just slightly leaning
I grabbed her hand hard until she started breathing
My brothers in the back jaw cracked from the beating
The breath in my chest has slipped and I’m sinking
Blinking through diamond spider webs of cracked glass
I’m trying to remember all the words you said in the past
Through the ash, siren screams and red beams
I hear you sing softly to me

[chorus]
I can be the wall when you fall down
Find me on the rocks when you break down
I heard it in the song when you call out
But I got to say now it’s got to change

This is my broken heart
This is my bleeding start
This is the way I’ve come to know you
This is my winding road
This is my way back home
This is the narrow door you know that I will walk through

I got a letter today of why she went away
She said ‘it’s better this way, you knew I never could stay’
Half empty closets and frames, all that’s left to my name
As she left in the rain and left my heart on a chain
Three years I’ve built this two face tower for hours on a lease
You gave me one yellow flower that said rest in peace
IN pieces I’ve broken open to think too much or just enough
Alone to trust midst the rubble and the dust
Humbled, it took this much to break down and understand
Spent half my life on castles made of sand
Tossed in the breakers in the palm of your hand
Now I can finally stand

[chorus]

This is my renaissance
This is my one response
This is the way I say I love you

His facebook status is :
"I spent my life this far on castles made of sand, tossed in the breakers in the palm of your hand, now i can finally stand."
^^^ (that is part of the song. )

WHAT DOES THIS SONG MEAN… the meaning to it?
what do you think

-thanks


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lyrics to a song..

This is my renaissance
This is my one response
This is the way I say I love you
This is my second chance
This is my one romance
This is the cutting line
On which I stand to show you

It happened fast in a flash just this evening
I hit the gas, horn blast, brakes screaming
Car crash, broken glass, broke my dreaming
I hit the dash so fast my ears are ringing
My sister’s on the right side just slightly leaning
I grabbed her hand hard until she started breathing
My brothers in the back jaw cracked from the beating
The breath in my chest has slipped and I’m sinking
Blinking through diamond spider webs of cracked glass
I’m trying to remember all the words you said in the past
Through the ash, siren screams and red beams
I hear you sing softly to me

[chorus]
I can be the wall when you fall down
Find me on the rocks when you break down
I heard it in the song when you call out
But I got to say now it’s got to change

This is my broken heart
This is my bleeding start
This is the way I’ve come to know you
This is my winding road
This is my way back home
This is the narrow door you know that I will walk through

I got a letter today of why she went away
She said ‘it’s better this way, you knew I never could stay’
Half empty closets and frames, all that’s left to my name
As she left in the rain and left my heart on a chain
Three years I’ve built this two face tower for hours on a lease
You gave me one yellow flower that said rest in peace
IN pieces I’ve broken open to think too much or just enough
Alone to trust midst the rubble and the dust
Humbled, it took this much to break down and understand
Spent half my life on castles made of sand
Tossed in the breakers in the palm of your hand
Now I can finally stand

[chorus]

This is my renaissance
This is my one response
This is the way I say I love you

His facebook status is :
"I spent my life this far on castles made of sand, tossed in the breakers in the palm of your hand, now i can finally stand."
^^^ (that is part of the song. )

WHAT DOES THIS SONG MEAN… the meaning to it?
what do you think

-thanks


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My boyfriend got a divorce from his wife almost a year and a half ago. He and I have been dating for about three months now and his ex-wife recently started contacting me saying she is concerned about me being around her daughter and would like to know more about me. I told her I was happy to tell her about myself and gave her some basic information about where I grew up, what I do for a living, and what I enjoy doing in my free time. I was careful not to give her too much information, because she is mentally ill and can act in emotionally unstable ways at times. She responded somewhat strangely in that she compared herself to me in almost every aspect–she also likes to read and write, she also likes to sing, she also wanted to be a teacher, etc. From what my boyfriend has said of her, he knows only a little of this to be true. It appears that she’s trying to be friendly, but also that she is very insecure about having lost him and worries I may be perceived as "better" than her. I feel a sort of tension in that she’s trying to be my friend and get to know me, but that she also misses my boyfriend. I don’t want to be impolite, set her off, or cause un-do harm to their daughter in the midst of this. Does anyone have any tips on how I should interact with her?


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