Run down is my ex left me two months ago, I mistreated her, we were together for a year, I’ve got excessive anger/depression. I didn’t know I was treating her as bad as I was. But I’m tryin to change that, she’s all that’s kept me alive for the past year, literally. This isn’t all that’s happened, A LOT has happened before this, but this is the most recent, at some point, she wanted a restraining order on me, that should tell you how much she was mad at me. I go to her school, to pick up my jacket her friend stole from me, since her friend had some sort of detention, I wasn’t able receive my jacket, so I hung out with some people who apparently "know me." One of em tried to steal some kids phone, I lifted em by his shirt, told em to give it back, my ex saw me, pushed me back, rested her head against mine, and asked what I was doing. I told her I’m gettin some kids phone back. She gave me a hug, and started to walk off, I got the kids phone back, and went to see how her and Logan are, she said he still isn’t talking to her. I asked if she wanted me to call, she said yeah, so I call. He says there’s nothing wrong, she thinks he’s mad at her, etc. And that he’s in Mississippi now, and pretty much he has to go. She eventually tells me that she thinks he’s coming to see her, but he always takls about how he’s coming down here to kill me, and run away, then says that he doesn’t even say he’s goin down here to see her. She says I’ve changed, and that she likes it. So we make small talk on the way to her house, I carry her backpack, etc. When we get near, she says she shouldn’t have made me walk all the way here, cause I’ll have to walk all the way back. I asked for a hug, she hugs me, and I told her it was worth walking. She says the least I could do is come inside and get a drink, so I do. When I get in, her dog pretty much jumps on me, cause he loves me, haha. She says he missed me, which I can see, seeing as he always would lay on me, and he’s a bigass dog lmao. She kisses me goodbye like 93848397 times. She said she’ll get my jacket back as well, and give it to me whenever she sees me again. Then I leave. She also contradicts herself later on that night, she says she’d never take me back and that she doesn’t feel the same, then she says that she likes how much of an effort I’ve put in to change, and it flatters her, but it doesn’t completely love her. I need help, what do I do in this situation? How do I get her back? If you have any sort of advise, please help. Sorry for the length of this post. Thanks in advance
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