SONG 1: I’ll start this broken heart I’ll fix it up so it will work again Better than before Then I’ll star in a mystery A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come Fingers crossed there will be love But I get carried away with every day And every fantasy the deeper the wound, the harder I swoon and wish that that was me So much to say But no words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it I’ll devise the best disguise A brand new look and take them by surprise They’ll never guess what’s not inside I’ll express myself with ease, With confidence and character complete With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me But I get carried away with every page In every magazine The cheaper the thrill the deeper I fill my head with blasphemy So much to say But No words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it I’ll destroy this useless heart I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again Not just for me but for anyone But I get carried away with every phrase and made up malady The longer I hide behind these lies, The more I disintegrate So much to say But no words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day But I never get used to it, you just have to live with it

SONG 2: Down to you You’re pushing and pulling me Down to you But I don’t know what I Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Of you, of you You’re pushing and pulling me Down to you But I don’t know what I want No, I don’t know what I want You got it, You got it Some kind of magic Hypnotic, Hypnotic You’re leaving me breathless I hate this, I hate this You’re not the one I believe in When God is my witness Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Of you, of you You’re pushing and pulling me Down to you But I don’t know what I want No, I don’t know what I want Don’t know what I want But I know it’s not you Keep pushing and pulling me down When I know in my heart it’s not you Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something that I should have never thought Of you, I knew I know in my heart it’s not you I knew But now I know what I want I want I want Oh no, I should have never thought

SONG 3: When somethings pure How can people just say We’re not meant to be And when somethings true How can people just Keep me away from you Suddenly I’m all alone Pushed away from nothing wrong Don’t you have the guts to say How you feel about me Out of the blue They said we couldn’t be together I have to get over you We’ve been given no choice, We have no voice Out of the blue Can’t even call on the telephone Don’t even know if you’re at home But to control just how we feel Between you and I Not for one to steal Suddenly I’m all alone Pushed away from nothing wrong Don’t you have the guts to say How you feel about me Out of the blue They said we couldn’t be together I have to get over you We’ve been given no choice, We have no voice Just wanna hear what you’ve got to say Are you feeling the same ‘Cause I’m not okay Thought when we met there was something more But the others said no – they shut the door Out of the blue They said we couldn’t be together I have to get over you We’ve been given no choice, We have no voice Out of the blue We should have been together Don’t wanna get over you When love makes a choice, it has a voice Out of the blue

SONG 4: Don’t know where you are Wish I just could be near you I would sail oceans To get a glimpse of how you feel You’re all the things I’m looking For everything and so much more What I think You are just perfect Could it be That I am worth it Is this thing an open door Walk right through to something more You and me My life would change in a second In a second Don’t know how you feel You seem to keep it to yourself Would you climb mountains To show me this is something real You’re all the things I’m looking For everything and so much more What I think You are just perfect Could it be That I am worth it Is this thing an open door Walk right through to something more You and me My life would change in a second In a second Could it be Could it be You and me You and me Do I see Do I see Clearly What I think You are just perfect Could it be That I am worth it Is this thing an open door Walk right through to something more What I think You are just perfect Could it be That I am worth it Is this thing an open door Walk right through to something more You and me My life would change in a second In a second


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Im writing a story called "The Life Of A Girl". Its about a 13 year old girl going into the 9th grade, but shes not a normal teenage girl. Shes half demon. *for all you who watch anime*. She falls in love w/ a guy names Matt. The girls name is Akaisha. It’s romance, mystery, and i guess you could call it suspense all rolled into one. Tell me what you think whether be good or bad and i want to know how to make it better. so here goes:

The Life Of A Girl
Chapter 1
How my life began

Hi my name is Akaisha Williams and I am a thirteen year old girl going into the 9th grade. Yea, I know most kids don’t go to High School until their 14, but I am not a normal teenage girl. In fact I’m not even a normal human being. Let’s go back in time just a little bit. My mom was a normal teenager who just got out of college. She was looking for love and she found my dad, who was what my mom thought was a normal guy who also just got out of college. They were both studying Law at A&M and UT. When Jezzabelle (my mom) found out that Nethaniel (my dad) was half demon she freaked a little bit, but before she had anytime to take all this in she found out she was pregnant with me Akaisha Lynn Williams. I am half demon. Which is kind of cool at times, but a lot of the time I wish I could be just a normal teenage girl. My mom died while giving birth to me so my dad has been raising me to become a demon slayer. Even though he’s a demon, he’s good. His father was one of the most evil and deadly demons on earth. But when his dad got married that all changed, he wanted to be good to his wife and his family so he had 2 choices either give up his life so that his kids who will be full demon are good or stay alive, stay evil and have his kids become like he did. To save the pain and misery from his kids the night he found out his wife was pregnant with their second child he decided to give up his life for his kids. That’s how my father now Nethaniel is a good demon. He’s also one of the most powerful ones out there. Since I’m just now learning how to use my powers I have a hard time controlling them. Oh yea, back to the reason why I’m in 9th grade instead of 8th. Well my Dad, principal, and my teachers thought the curriculum was too easy to they put me in pre-AP classes, which were still too easy. I’m still in 7th grade and I’m now in all AP classes, which turned out to be perfect. So instead of making me go through a whole bunch of classes everyone already knew were to easy, they let me skip a grade and I’m now in high school. Which to tell you the truth is a whole lot more fun than middle. The reason I’m so smart is because my mother was one of the smartest women in the world and apparently I received her smart genes and my father’s demon genes.

Chapter 2
Love
I met this really hot guy named Matt. He’s not only the most popular guy in school; he’s the only one who ever talks to me. I’m not really in a certain group, but I guess people would put me in the Emo/Goth group. I wear a lot of red and black. Matt asked me out to lunch one day and I was really excited, but he’s a sophomore and I’m a freshmen. That didn’t happen too often, so I didn’t know what I had just gotten myself into. After lunch he walks me home and asks to meet my dad. I hesitate for a second then I think ‘What’s the worst that can happen’ not really thinking of the worst that could happen. So he comes inside and sits on the couch, while I go get him a glass of water. Then I hear my dad’s truck pull up, so I rush back into the living room where I see Matt and my Dad talking calmly. This was very unusual for my dad after meeting one of my future boyfriends. Then my dad pulls me into the kitchen and asks if he’s my boyfriend I say “No Dad, he’s just a friend who took me to lunch and he wanted to come meet you”. So he agrees to sit and chat with him for a few minutes. After that I walk him to his car and when he saw that my dad wasn’t looking out the window anymore he leaned in and kissed me. I was so surprised I never thought that a sophomore would kiss me; I never thought anyone would kiss me.
When I got back inside my dad asked me how much I liked him and I said a lot but I also said that there’s no chance in the world that he could like me. After me and my dad talked about Matt for a few minutes, I realized I was late for work. I worked at a little restaurant for teens. On my way home I run into Matt and Mark (Matt’s twin brother) and I ask if they’d like to come and stay for dinner they agree. When we get home I noticed that my dad wasn’t home, he would usually leave a note telling me where he went and when I didn’t find one I started to freak out a little. So I go to the kitchen and try to call his cell phone but he doesn’t pick up so I leave a message “Hey dad, umm…you didn’t leave a note so I’m wondering where you are, I’m also a little worried about you. So call me ASAP when you get this. Thanks love ya.” Matt asks me what’s wrong I say “My dad’s not home and he didn’t leave a note.” The reason this isn’t good is because ever since his dad died and he became good there’s been a whole bunch of evil demons after his power who think that no good demon should have such power.
While Akaisha was making dinner she could over hear Matt and Mark talking and didn’t know what they were talking about until Mark said “Her father has no right to live. He has way to much power.” Then Matt says “Leave the guy alone. He’s done nothing to you. Leave him and his daughter alone.” That’s when she comes out of the kitchen and says “What were you planning to do to me Mark. The same thing your father did to my mother.” When Akaisha was born everything was going great until this man named Octavious volunteered to get my mom a glass of water, and when she took a sip of it she died instantly. Nobody knew she was poisoned until he came and confessed, and nobody knows why he did it either. Octavious was a normal guy who always wished to be demon. His mother was full demon, but his father was a mortal. His brother inherited all the demon genes while he’s stuck being a stupid mortal. Mark had no idea that Akaisha knew what his father had done, but she had a clear idea. “Why should your father have to suffer but you get to live?” He retorted “How do you know where my father is? What have you done to him? Where is he?!?” Matt breaks in “EVERYONE SHUT UP AND CALM DOWN!” “Mark has no idea where your dad is. He’s just mad because, well I don’t know why he’s mad.”
Once everyone was calm and as collected as they were going to get they all sat down for dinner. During dinner Akaisha got a threatening phone call about her father. The voice on the other end seemed vaguely familiar, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Then the voice handed the phone over to a woman who asked “Is this Akaisha Williams? If so we have your father.” And then she hung up. Akaisha didn’t even know her father had any female “friends”. She tells this to the guys and they try to track the call on the computer but she called from a payphone. And there were thousands of payphones on the city, so there was a 10 out of 100% chance that they were going to find the phone that the girl used. They decided to sleep on it and figure out what to do in the morning. The guys spent the night at Akaisha’s because Matt didn’t want anything to happen to her. Akaisha felt so loved.


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I’m writing this book and I’m not quite sure what people might think of it. It involves werewolves and a tiny bit of vampires. (very little) It also has romance in it and mystery and adventure. In order not to spoil the story, (no one knows about it yet) i’m only showing a small part of it. Tell me what you think.

…but the river was frozen solid.
I stopped dead in my tracks. I shivered. I cant remember the last time I was so cold. My hair swayed in the wind and I bit my lip.
The only wooden bridge that crossed the river was now covered with a thin layer of ice. I looked at the frozen river in disapointment.
How am I going to cross it now? I am no doubt going to slip and fall on thet icy bridge and who knows how thin that ice is?
Great.
I gave a deep sigh and watched my breath as it rised up into the cold air and finally disapeared. I looked back at the path I came from and then to the forest at the other side of the river.
Another shiver.
Well, I’m not going back! i’ve come this far and I just have to see what’s on the other side of this river. It has been three days! Another minute passed in silence.
Ok, that’s it! Without thinking about it further, i slowly went over to the edge of the iced river.
I could hear the faint rush of the water under the ice. The thin cracks looked like carefully carved in cobwebs.
I held my breath, and very gently put my left foot onto the ice.
Nothing! No noise or anything like that! relief washed over me and i let my breath out. I actually had a chance to get over! Maybe the ice is thick enough afterall.
With new confidence i slowly put my right foot onto the ice as well.
Still nothing. I half smiled to myself in approvement. Not thinking about it twice, I slowly continued over the river, watching my featat all times. it took me a minute to cross about half the distance when i stopped.
i heard something i fear to mention. Very faintly but sure enough. The sound of a crack forming in the ice. i looked down at the ice under my feat in panick. Sure enough, there, right between my feet, was avery small crack in the ice. A hint of fear as i realised i could faintly see a dark blur of rushing water under the ice where i was standing.
The ice was getting thinner.
The ice was melting.
I quickly looked back to where i came from, just to get the same results.
"No, no no!" i cursed under my breath. This can’t b happening. I can’t go back. The ice is just as dangerously thin there as it is here. I looked around in frustration, searching for a safe place to step.
Then my head shot up in fear as i heard it again. This time it sounded deeper… and longer.
"Help!" I cried out nearly in tears. "Somebody help!" This time more urgently.
a few seconds passed as a desparately listened for an answer. Then i heard a faint crunsh of what i thought was a footstep only a few metres into the forest. Another crunch, this time closer. I didn’t dare move. ‘Hello?" i whispered half to myself.
Then, HE stepped out from behind a few trees.
No. It can’t be.
I could hardly see him but it was definitely him. I’ve just seen him for a few seconds just a few days ago. In a dream. his green eyes revealed a mixture of anger and confusion.
He was wearing trainers and jeans, (just like the first time) with no shirt! It was something like -20 degrees and he didn’t even look cold. Suddenly it looked like he knew what was going on but also like he was hesatating about something.
"Don’t. Move." He said this very carefully. He closed his eyes as if he was listening for something. All of the sudden his eyes shot open in alert. "No!" He leapt towards me, but it was to late.
"Ahh!" My cry was drowned by the icy water as the ice beneath me gave way and i plunged through the ice. Bubbles rushed past me as the hole where i fell through disapeared into the distance.
The water was blinding me and it stinged in my nose ans eyes. I tried swimming back but the waterwas pusing me backwards. I was just about to give up when a wild currend hit me from the right and left me breathless.
The current threw me around like a doll. I struggled helplessly as the ice disappeared above me. My vision was fading fast and i gave up on struggling. Thet was when the river released me. It threw me into the calm-moving dark waters of the river.
I couldn’t see anything and all i felt was cold, heavy and there was a soar burn in my throaght.
I couldn’t breathe anymore.
The last thing i felt, was two arms thightening around my waist.

let me know what you think of it. (sorry it was so long)


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I’m writing this book and I’m not quite sure what people might think of it. It involves werewolves and a tiny bit of vampires. (very little) It also has romance in it and mystery and adventure. In order not to spoil the story, (no one knows about it yet) i’m only showing a small part of it. Tell me what you think.

…but the river was frozen solid.
I stopped dead in my tracks. I shivered. I cant remember the last time I was so cold. My hair swayed in the wind and I bit my lip.
The only wooden bridge that crossed the river was now covered with a thin layer of ice. I looked at the frozen river in disapointment.
How am I going to cross it now? I am no doubt going to slip and fall on thet icy bridge and who knows how thin that ice is?
Great.
I gave a deep sigh and watched my breath as it rised up into the cold air and finally disapeared. I looked back at the path I came from and then to the forest at the other side of the river.
Another shiver.
Well, I’m not going back! i’ve come this far and I just have to see what’s on the other side of this river. It has been three days! Another minute passed in silence.
Ok, that’s it! Without thinking about it further, i slowly went over to the edge of the iced river.
I could hear the faint rush of the water under the ice. The thin cracks looked like carefully carved in cobwebs.
I held my breath, and very gently put my left foot onto the ice.
Nothing! No noise or anything like that! relief washed over me and i let my breath out. I actually had a chance to get over! Maybe the ice is thick enough afterall.
With new confidence i slowly put my right foot onto the ice as well.
Still nothing. I half smiled to myself in approvement. Not thinking about it twice, I slowly continued over the river, watching my featat all times. it took me a minute to cross about half the distance when i stopped.
i heard something i fear to mention. Very faintly but sure enough. The sound of a crack forming in the ice. i looked down at the ice under my feat in panick. Sure enough, there, right between my feet, was avery small crack in the ice. A hint of fear as i realised i could faintly see a dark blur of rushing water under the ice where i was standing.
The ice was getting thinner.
The ice was melting.
I quickly looked back to where i came from, just to get the same results.
"No, no no!" i cursed under my breath. This can’t b happening. I can’t go back. The ice is just as dangerously thin there as it is here. I looked around in frustration, searching for a safe place to step.
Then my head shot up in fear as i heard it again. This time it sounded deeper… and longer.
"Help!" I cried out nearly in tears. "Somebody help!" This time more urgently.
a few seconds passed as a desparately listened for an answer. Then i heard a faint crunsh of what i thought was a footstep only a few metres into the forest. Another crunch, this time closer. I didn’t dare move. ‘Hello?" i whispered half to myself.
Then, HE stepped out from behind a few trees.
No. It can’t be.
I could hardly see him but it was definitely him. I’ve just seen him for a few seconds just a few days ago. In a dream. his green eyes revealed a mixture of anger and confusion.
He was wearing trainers and jeans, (just like the first time) with no shirt! It was something like -20 degrees and he didn’t even look cold. Suddenly it looked like he knew what was going on but also like he was hesatating about something.
"Don’t. Move." He said this very carefully. He closed his eyes as if he was listening for something. All of the sudden his eyes shot open in alert. "No!" He leapt towards me, but it was to late.
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