I am so confused. I am 24 and I was with my ex for 6 years, since I was 17 and we broke up a year ago abruptly and very painfully, he cheated on me, lied to me for no reason, turned into a different person over night I don’t know what was ever wrong with him, he just was very angry all the time and not like himself, that whole issue was shrouded in mystery but anywayz, I just wonder why I don’t have another boyfriend by now. I’m a pretty girl, thin, nice body, I am a sweet girl and for some reason I just don’t get it. I don’t feel that I NEED a boyfriend, maybe I’m just used to it because I’ve had one for so long. Maybe I’m too old for a boyfriend now and he used up all my years I don’t know. I hate having the horrible feeling like in my mind it’s impossible for me to even imagine loving another man because I’ve been with him for so long. I don’t know how to put my feelings into words. I just hope to someday find love again before I’m too old and become a 45 year old virgin.
