What should I say to get my Girlfriend back?
Very Complexed situation Lots of help please
Where to start. , Well i will explain the details first, I am a 16 year old male turning 17 years old in 9 days, I have fallen in love with a girl named brettney who is 15 turning 16 In may, We Have been dating for 5 months and 3 days, She cut it off due to us not telling each other things anymore but I still want her back, Where things get complexed is that when we stopped fighting She asked me for my facebook password,
And I Gave it to her knowing she is kind of snoopy and she should read some things i dont have the balls to say my self, Me and her broke up after 3 months of dating because i cut it off, I Had guilt the day before ( November 22nd ) was due to me cheating on her, The day before i was bored and on the computer when one of my friends called me and asked me if I wanted to try ecstacy with him,( he had already done it before), The thing is i always wanted to try it, My whole life i had curiousty wanting to know what it feels like, What it does to your body, And how of course how sex would feel,
I met my friend about an hour and a half after we met, He gave me a “Pink PlayBoy” to take and i took it, I was expecting results instalntly but i told him i wasnt feeling anything about 30 minutes later, He gave me anouther one, It took about 20 minutes after to kick in, I was with a bunch of people at the time, Close friends, Friends, And girls i have never met before, When i started to feel the high It seemed like the most amazing feeling in my life, I couldnt even speak properly due to my mouth was clenching. I was becoming so Horney that I really needed to Do something to satisfy what i was feeling at the moment so I started paying more attention to one girl, Asked her for a kiss on the cheak, Held her hand,And Made out with her. It ended up to Where i realized i could not go home because my parents would catch me so i asked to stay at her place, She then Gave me head when we reached to her house and I spent that night there, When i woke up I broke up with my girlfriend because I felt so bad, And after breaking up with her i spent a week trying to get back with her,
Time passed and passed until she read those messages which was exactly 4 days ago, I wish i had never done ecstacy because first of all, I used to live in edmonton alberta, now im living in Chile in south america, I moved because after that first time i got a mental addiction to ecstacy, espcially since i got it so cheap i could manage to do it every day, In that past while, Ive been hiding to my Ex girlfriend that i was doing ecstacy and i cheated on her, For the first time in her life she cried over me, I really need help because i know alot of people are going to be saying, ” You dont love her ” and **** like that but i really do, She is the one that got me out of alot of my problems with my parents, she never influenced me for anything, She was i must say the only person that isnt family related i can say that really loved me, If it wherent for my “friends” Influencing me to do that **** it would never have happened, I have never cheated on her Sober, And i dont know what to do, I know who to blame and that is ME+FRIENDS, If it wherent for me being so Acceptave of that Crap non of this would have happened i would still have friends and live in the same country and have my girlfriend,
I need a way to Get her back, I really do miss her, I have quit all my drugs and drinking, I just really need help on what to say to get her back, If anyone knows how to or what to say please Try, And Write it as a first person message or soemthing please, I really do not wanna lose her,
Please, Thank you
