We have been married for over a decade have children together. We met in high school. We had a rough marraige, I did everything you could think of to stay together. I have been a good wife and mother. About 1 year ago I met a man and we became friends it has been 2 years now, friendship lead to an affair. I now have feelings for this man. I don’t love him. I think I just like the sex. I now have a hard time having sex with my husband. I know I messed up. I just wish I could fall in love with my husband again. ( For the record I have been to counseling and all.. but I refuse to admit to infedelity. Anyone’s advise will help.. Thanks
