can you as a christian teach me to love God again?

teach me he does not sexualy use us or rape us for his kingdom. I am not talking with him personaly, but with the breeding marriage and speration in heaven, and the millions lonly killing themselfss because they can not find a mate. As God wipes them with his heavenly wipe and shouts mate for my kingdom, and breed. But for the man that wants to love his wife forever he says no as per the bible and the christian, you have no bodies here in heaven, I just created her to bend over and breed for the world, and you will walk like my beloved angels. As he wipes his droll from his mouth with his lust for worship and breeding us.You will be happy with other things in heaven, now take a woman slave….as the man suffers becausee he is sexual and wants to love a woman…..some christians even put in this man that God is jellous of his desire for a woman, and is mad and says you will worship me in heaaven not be with your wife….which really sounds bad, because he never new God felt that way about him, and now the man has to teach God that he loves God as a God, not as a mate.

so how can this man love God with your faith…..how do I mate and toss like the rest of you and treat sex and our love like dust of the world? How do I find good in a god that slaves us to mate, for it is not good to be lonly, and all I(if there are any we) want is to love her forever, and not be like the stupid angels….???

How do I fight against a God that is all lust?
Earth Angel: true struggle with God as I lose my faith before him….shouting praises to the whore, and father pimp who pimps his children for heaven….or give it to her for me and give life in the world and when I am done slaveing you, you are BLESSED to walk like the angels…..

he is a evil God and I can not stop attacking him. I use to be a good person…I can not let her go and serve a pimp with love. I am to sexual….and I WANT LOVE.
by Shinigami: I can not seem to understand, and I want to be free. You do not know my hate toward God….my eyes are beating with anger at the pimp. I can not stop judging God. He thinks as per the Chrisitans it is ok to marry people and work them for heaven and seperate them…to me it is evil and sexual slavery.


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How d I get my wife of 33 years trust me again & love me.Money was the problem had to move out…I Love Her?

We were ok, if not totally doting in recent years, spent quality time and went away on holidays short trips. My company struggled and my income dropped. I was too proud to involve her, later scared to. about my debts…you pay one to the detriment of another, he who shouts louder usually got sorted 1st. Result being in recent years, about 6, she has had to pay for everything, which she did willingly, but the drip drip conversations with our divorced and separated friends moaning about their Exes and asking if i did this why did she do that, combined with my own failings to deal effectively with my debts and her finding out about them in stages. and my failure to actually say the words "I LOVE YOU" finally came to a head last Christmas. We have tried to sort things out. We went to some sort of councilling at the Church, I cried, then asked why I was crying as she was the one that was hurt….seemed a stupid question to me. I ll leave it there, but as you would expect, there are a lot of other points to raise. What I would like answered is How do I encourage her to love me again. Particularly as within 3 weeks of my sleeping in a local Bedsit she was seeing another guy moved all my clothes out of our wardrobes his clothes haninging in their place and sharing by bed with her, also parking his black Sports car in my garage.


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