my wife was 100% loyal to me while i was in the army and deployed. but as soon as i got out and we moved back to the states she cheated on me. i decided to give her a second chance and moved our family to florida to start over, but she acts as if she doesn’t care about me anymore. all the reasons she had for cheating on me i changed. so that she couldn’t use that as an excuse anymore, but she doesn’t seem to care no matter how hard i try. she shows me absolutely no affection whatso ever and the worst thing about it is that i am stuck with her because i went 100′s of thousands of dollars into debt for her and if we split up i will not be able to afford to pay all the bills i made while working on our relationship. when ever i ask her why she is this way to me she says she doesn’t know. but i know she is not telling me the truth. i ahve no way of going out to make friends because i have to watch our kids. i don’t work anymore because i was wounded during the war. I do pay all the bills, and do my best to take care of my family. but no matter how hard i try she act as if i am a ghost in the house. i have givin her my entire heart and now i don’t know what to do. my heart hurts so much from being depressed that i literally have to inflict massive amounts of pain upon my self to get my heart to stop hurting. i have no idea what to do. if i loose her then i give up on life,love and trust. the only one i have to talk to is my dog, who was a gift from her when i got back from the war to help me with my problems, but now i found out that soon my dog, who is also my only friend will have to be put to sleep in a few months and then i will have no one to keep me company or come to me when i am down. my entire life has been a downward spral no matter how hard i try to make the best of things something always bad happens to me. i don’t know how much more of the this i can take. and i have already attempoted to hang myself but she cut me down then had me arrested and thrown into a mental hospital for awile. i have no where else to turn so i thought i would see if anyone on here may have an idea that may help me. all i want is to be loved again and not feel so alone.
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My girlfriend and I have been dating for a little over 3 months now. We have been really happy together and our relationship has really been taking off lately, but then she broke up with me. What happened was, she has an ex-boyfriend from high school (we are sophomores in college) who goes to the same college as us and talks to her and stuff still and is pretty much crazy, bi-polar at the very least. Her parents have thought about getting a restraining order against him because he stalks her at school, but they are family friends with his family so they have never done anything. A little bit after we started dating, he began sending me e-mails about how she was cheating on me. I blew them off, until he sent me some e-mails after Christmas that made it seem very convincing that she was doing something behind my back. I had some trust issues for a few days but finally got over it and came to realize she was telling me the truth. But that whole thing stressed me out a lot and I had a lot of other stressful things going on and I got really mad at her one night for a very small thing and told her not to talk to me. She got pretty upset, understandably, and I spent a whole day apologizing to her until she finally told me that she had forgiven me. But then, later the same night, she told me that she needed to think about things. I had no idea what was going on, but then all of a sudden she dropped all of these things on me that she didn’t like that I do such as poking fun at her and going too far, not always talking to my parents with respect and a couple other things. I never knew that any of these things bothered her until she told me all this when it was pretty much too late. While it shouldn’t take her getting that upset for me to change things like that, I really had no idea they were bothering her that much. So last night, January 10, she broke up with me, saying that all of the things I had done had been so hurtful that she just didn’t feel the same way as she used to about me. She didn’t close the door on us getting back together when I asked about that, but I don’t know what to do to get her back. She wants to stay friends, but I don’t know how I will be able to be just friends with her, that would just be too hard for me. Can anyone give me some advice on what I can do to get her back?
I tried to convince her that I could change these things because I can and I apologized multiple times for the things that I did. She just can’t look past those things because of the relationship she was in with the crazy ex-boyfriend, she said that all these things are major red flags. But I’m not a red flag kind of guy, I never ever meant to hurt her feelings or anything, and I’ve even asked her multiple times if those things bothered her, and she told me no. But now all of a sudden they bother her so much that she breaks up with me. I guess I don’t know how to go about showing her that I can change these things. Should I try to be just friends with her for now and show her that I can change these things? Or should I just give her some space and let her think about things and hopefully start missing me?
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