ok this is really stupid but anyway i left him 2months ago because he had cheated and the girl called thr cops saying he raped her no one knows if its true he says it isnt..he said he was really sorry adn he wants us back for the past 2 months but he didnt come close to see us until i invited him to come to a nearby city so we could see each other in person and discuss my sons well being and how we gonna contribute since i was sick of arguing over the phone and i was looking to move to this city and looked for apartments. i was bymyself i left my son with my parents 10 hours away he lives on the eastcoast adn i live in the westcoast so we met in the middle. i just wanted to get away to think. he was very skinny adn looked sick but nothing other than that really changed. he belived i came there cuz i want him back i didnt really i think it was more like lust cuz we used to live there together. anyway so we went out dancing which i stupid but i had non one else to go out with then i wanted to go home i had gotten a hotel nearby and he stayed in a different hotel but anyway i thought we could chill but one thing to another he was on top of me and i told him i feltn uncomfortable but then lust took over me and we had sex and cuddled. I made it clear to him though that i want to be single. he said if i moved back to him we could share costudy with our son but he just wants me back and i dont want to be bothered by him I enjoy being free. then i dont know whether it was to please him or whether i really want to go i told him i would move back tommorow so he booked a ticket for himself to come pick us up. but its like im having second thoughts..i left for a reason! and im happier! i dont know if i can trust him at all. i have to call him to make him understand without him hating me…helpp!
my mum thinks i should leave my son with her and just finish my school and forget abour the cheater..i dont know how…what the hell is wrong with me?
i dont see anything wrong with it his still my husband and I am not looking to be insulted i know it was stupid of me but shit happens he is stil a friend to me and father of my son.
he is like an ok father not not very bad but not amazingly great either
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This is all God, he has made it c lear to me , I have not been focusing on dating at all, I went to work the other day, and I found a wedding invitataion in my desk drawer out of the blue. The girls name happen to be the same as mine, and there was a Scripture from thr book of Ruth. My coworker joked nand said, I should save it becasue it probabaly was a sign from the Lord. The next morning I woke up at 4 am for my morning prayer, and reading of my bible, and I turned right to that scripture. I almost fell off my couch!! I guess that would have been ok as long as I landed on my knees. I think that was the holy Spirit…I told God years ago I would wit on him, and I do not want to get married unles it is ABSOLUTELY THE LORDS WILL…
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