Im 15 years old and have been made fun of ever since the start of middleschool. I can rember how in elementary school everyone in my grade i was friends with. all the girls and the boys. about 8th gradish when my best friend moved away my life turned to shit. i had no friends for the longet time and nvr realised til then how many ppl hate me. I was outcast. i got made fun of for being quiet and for having a high voice in like 5th and 6th grade. wtf? i dont understand y ppl are so cruel. i think about my friend everynite and just wish he would come back forever. i didnt love him in a gay way. i loved him tho like he was my family. Does anyone no how i can get over this? its been 3 years and it still upsets me thinking about this like rite now.
There are not many options for me for friends. nerds jocks preps. im none of those. im just like a loner punk in my school. i listen to my ipod everywhere to blur out every1 and ignore them. i just wnt to be left alone. i dont need alot of friends. just ways to keep my self esteem fro getting any ower. although it is the lowest it van possibly be
no one understands how hard it is to move on. i hung out with him everyday and we were best friends. it was devastating to me when he moved. i feel like im in a dream or its all just a joke and i cant wake up.
id rather keep my head down so people wont know its me and wont make fun of me.
when my friend left he took a part of me with him. so u can imagine how i feel. im not afraid to admit it but the day he moved for the next 3 days i cried and im a man. i loved my friend like a brother so i cant move on
