I’m 16 years old and I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years. His name is charlie and he is 17. When we first starting going out it was amazing and we fell in love so quickly. We was like inseparable and it got to a stage where i had him wrapped round my little finger and he’d do anything for me and he was the most nicest person ever. He was always very over protective and didn’t like me going out but i still did anyway. He also got me pregnant the first 5 months of us being together but i had an abortion so it made us a lot closer.

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Then it all soon changed after the first year and a half. He cheated on me, and cause it was all a shock to me i was devastated and i took him back. Our relationship kind of ended then but we just wanted to make things work.

He then got me pregnant again on the second year and at the time he was seeing some other girl and i was just in bits. Each month he would just make me feel more insecure about myself.

By this stage he was calling me fat and ugly. He then asked me back again and i took him back. He made me feel worthless. In February this year we split up and it was a joint decision because we was just arguing all the time. I really don’t understand him. Its like one minute he loves me the next he hates me. he just takes advantage of me all the time.

In the past 2 months I’ve been constantly ringing him and hes been saying were going to get back together but then always changes his mind. I would walk up to his house because i physically cant sit at my house i will just be pulling my hair out knowing I’m not with him. When he looks at me now its like inside he’s dying and he loves me but horrible words just come out of his mouth. Its like hes trying to make himself hate me.

I went round his house last week and he was saying to me he missed me so much and he loved me so much. Its like when I’m crying being all soppy and desperate he’ll walk away perfectly fine. But when I’m strong and being horrible back to him he’ll want me back. So at his house we ended up having sex and it was really emotional. then straight after he was like meg go home. And i was just devastated. I don’t understand him. I don’t know what he wants. He just looked at me and you could tell he didn’t wanna be horrible but he just said to me I’m so sorry my heads so fucked up.

Its been about 6 days since then, and hes got a new phone and a new number so I haven’t been able to contact him. Ive spoken to him on Facebook but he just swore at me and then deleted me.

I know he loves me just even though he thinks he hates me, because I wind him up all the time. It just hurts so much to see what he used to be, the boy who would do anything for me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, to this monster who calls me fat and ugly and doesn’t care if I’m crying.

I don’t know what to do to make him realize that hes made a big mistake. Because i know what charlies like, i reckon if i do just fuck off like I’m doing now, and I haven’t spoken to him in about 2 weeks he’ll panic and want me back and ring me or something.

I just don’t know what to do. Please help me

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