I am 40 y.o. and have only truly been in love once before I met this man, I’ll call him Cliff. My first "in love" experience hurt me so bad – I swore I would never fall in love again. Since then, I have been in a few relationships, and loved the men, but have not been IN LOVE with them – not even my husband of 10 yrs.

When i met Cliff, I was not attracted to him at 1st,. He had brain cancer, and survived.The first few months were great, but for over a year now, it has been pure hell. He is jealous, insecure, accuses me of all kinds of crazy things, including that I know all his neighbors and they are in cohoots with me, and let me know his every move. Weird. is a brain cancer survivor. I sometimes wonder if that has anything to do w/ his psychosis.

Anyway, I am still in love, but I no longer even like him. I almost despise him, but keep going back cuz I am so in love w/ him.
I don’t want to be in love w/ him anymore. Is there I can do to help myself fall "out of love"?

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