I got sexual with my cousin and I think I love him?
I think I have a huge crush on my 1st cousin, this is pretty serious. lets just say his really bad but I truly love him no matter what… even though all my family hate him!
He is a drug dealer, been in and out of prison about 6 times, got tattoos everywhere, smokes drinks everything, he is 25 and has a girlfriend and a daughter who’s only a few months old. His not with his girlfriend anymore though they recently broke up. I’m only 17.
My cousin just spoils me, he doesn’t do it to any cousin but me. When I turned 15 I got well endowed like I have big breasts and butt and he seems to like it, always feeling up my butt and touching me, starring at me saying “your sexy but you no that right”.
Anyway when I turned 16 he would come to my house and then he would call me to come with him around the back of the house so my mom couldn’t see and just give me stacks of money for no reason, 0+ at a time. he just whispered take this sexy and passed me the money.
I never knew why, but I knew they were dirty dollars as his a drug dealer, but I loved having loads of money on me. I never have to want anything cause he would get it for me straight away.
I could say “Chris, my laptop broke” and he would by me a new one the next day, he pays for everything for me, iPods, phones, clothes, juicy couture bags, jewelery, everything. he just brings them around with out my parents knowing and comes in my room and gives me loads of stuff. I always thought “wow I truly love him” and always when I was younger thought he was so good looking.
So I really began to crush on him and I can tell he liked me, even when his girlfriend is around he says “you are so sexy” and he grabs my butt and flirts with me all the time. and I showed him my breasts once and his showed me his erection. So I know I’m in the wrong here but I like to tease him cause it gets me off, so I started rubbing my butt on his penis and sticking my breast in his face, touching his penis and looking at him seductively and I loved to see his reaction…
So it got very serious when he told me he was alone and I could go to his to watch a movie that was on Saturday night (the one just gone) so I did. when I got there we was all cool and then he asked me to sit on his lap and he started feeling me up and we began to kiss, I told him I felt weird.. and he told me not to and relaxed me, he started fingering me and tried to eat me out and I said NO, and I starting feeling his penis then I gave him a bj and he felt my breasts and sucked them but that was all, he tried to sex me but I said I was scared and he did try a few times but I kept saying “no, please no” and got all emotional. (I’m a virgin) so he left me alone
But like his my cousin, and his spent so much money on me I feel like I should give him something in return. I love the way he compliments me and buys me so much and cares for me. he makes me feel soo special like im the only important person alive. he doesn’t seem interested in any other girls.he says he is too attracted to me and he loves me.
he protects me, his always there for me, I never have to call him twice, he would drop everything for me and always has done anything. if anyone called me a name he would kill them literally. If I had trouble at school like once I was being harassed but some guys I told him to come down to my school and he was there in a few minutes.
I really like him.
What can I do about this?
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nice
For your own good, stay away from him
umm, well without pointing out the obvious, id say that if you like him go for it, i mean look at the Europeans, the royalty there was/is inbred for generations. just be careful the kind of people you expose yourself to
im sorry but he’s your cousin, that is wrong. and if u got knocked up by someone related to you your baby could be messed up
yo dats ya cousin, dat’s nasty
HEY>>>
SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!
I;’m serious… He is your cuzin, almose brother…
He is a player, you like his money and how he protects you but not him…
do not continue it..
try to pay the money back cause he seems like a guy that if he doesn’t get anything back he will do something really bad against your will.
tell your parents (don’t they wander how you get all that staff?:
wow i seirously had to log on to answer ur question cause thats just messed up so i figured u need help. Ok first HES UR COUSIN, 2nd u love his money and the whole sexual thing must b new to u if u start liking it. I suggest just stop taking the things he offering, this will bite u in the ass sooner or later. Ur parents will find out and it will just b an embarssment so just stop so u dont regret it. Its not my position to say u truly love him or not but in my perspective i think u like his money not exactly him and his sexual favors. Like i said idk maybe u do truly love him but it sounds more like money love. my final advice is just stop, or ur going to regret this.
ok..im not trying to be rude. but thats your cousin. thats nasty.
and are you sure you dont just love his money?
are you sure you havent just convinced yourself that you love him because he gives you the attention you want?
why dont you try finding someone who would be less likely to end up dead (preferably nt family) cause it sounds like u been around it and u kno das wut drugs lead 2.
and you should never give anyone something like your virginity because you feel like you owe them. Take it from someone who has experience. You could end up hating yourself. You have gt to have more respect for yourself then that.
plus if he was 24 wen you wer 16 and feelin on you and wutnot, nothing but trouble can come from it. nothing good can come from a grown ass man trying to put his hands on a grl. i know you probably dont see yourself as a child, but think about it. He’s a grown ass man touching you and your not even legal.
The money that he gives you and the attention arent worth the risks.
and you probably wouldnt want to have children with him. Your 1st cousins. not only is that incest. but your children could have serious mental or physical problems because you are too closely related.
DONT GIVE IT UP TO HIM!! CUS AS SOON AS YOU DO. HE WILL STOP GIVING YOU MONEY. MAYBE NOT RIGHT AWAY BUT HE WILL AND SINCE HES ALOT MORE OLDER THAN YOU STAY AWAY FROM HIM. I KNOW WHAT IM SAYING. TAKE CARE OF YOUR VIRGINITY CUS U WONT GET IT BACK WAIT FOR THE RIGHT GUY. CUS HE IS NOT
im not sure exactly what yer asking but first off: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww and apparently uve showed him yer junk already so im not sure wat yer asking????
EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! YOU NEED HELP, SERIOUSLY!
Lmfao lmfao lmfao. Ohkayyy..
I’m just the token black guy, y’know?
Only here to say things like.
DAYUM.
Shitttt!
and that IS WACCKK!
And omfg gurrrrrrrl,
DAYUMMN THAT SHITS WACKK.
D: D: D:
Stay the FUCK away from him. He just wants to fuck you and then DIP OUT.
But milk all you can from him while you can… ask him for a Macbook, some Juicy tracksuits, some other shit… get some more dough and then drop that ass like a hot potatoe.
x’s!
Um, well, ya know you could ignore the fact that he’s your FIRST cousin, he’s a drug dealer, he’s 12 years older than you, he’s been in and out of jail six times. He’s got a girlfriend and a baby, he does drugs and drinks heavily I assume, and dhe gives you dirty money. But ya know, it’s your life and if you wanna go out with him, go ahead. But when he gets you pregnant I would like to see your deformed baby with 17 fingers, flippers for feet and end up on one those "The Girl Without A Face" shows. Why would you care about being a virgin.?! You gave him a BJ, let him finger you, felt his penis, let him touch ur boobs and suck them, put ur ass on his dick, saw his erection, touched his dick and shoved ur boobs in his face. I’m sorry but those are actions of a ho. I know that ever since I was a little girl I always dreamed of my drug dealer cousin in shining chains to show up in a stolen pimped out Hummer with drugs in the trunk to sweep me off my feet.(:
Don’t screw up leave him alone I had something like dis happen to me before it ruins your life that all I’m going to write.
..XD!!! That just made my day. But anyway,
What the F**k are you thinking?
Seriously? your cousin?
I mean i’m in love with a drug dealer too but YOUR COUSIN?!
You really screwed up XD
Go for it. kidding
just leave the crazy guy alone.
he is your cousin
d you not find that nastyy
get a hold of your life.
leave the psyco alone and get him the heck out your life
your cousin
your cousin
i just cant bilieve
its youur cousin!!!!!!!!!
With a family member, never do something like that ever!
honestly … show me a pic of urself and ur cousin i got to see if it’s right … u know we are literally all evoleved from save person, gene, etc.. whatever religion belief u believe it comes down to we’re all related…
So… i’ll see if u guys look anything similar and ill tell u …. message me
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I’ll tell you what youshould give him – a wide berth. He’s using the exact tactics a pimp uses to get control of his street hookers. If that’s what you want out of life, keep going as is. He doesn’t love you, he controls you. Harsh but true.
thats not right!
ergh
Okay. Let me start off by saying that you don’t need to give him yourself just because he is giving you material things. If you really are attracted to him and like him because of who he is as a person (not because of the fact that he looks out for you) then go for it. As it harm none, do what ye will.
It sounds like you like him primarily because he pays attention to you. i don’t know how close your parents are to you or how much they show that they care about you but if they aren’t, this could be why you like him. Often, we seek relationships that have an abundance of what we have lacked throughout our life. In your case it may be attention or love.
You shouldn’t keep being sexual with him unless you really want to. If you are going to continue, really think about the consequences of your actions. Take into consideration the fact that he is a drug dealer. How many people were harmed because of the money used to get your juicy couture bags? Also, observe how he treats other people because he may end up treating you the same way once he gets some nookie.
He’s your first cousin…STOP!
lol. If you truly want to stop what you are doing you need to stop giving in to the money and gifts he gives you. Straight up tell him that you guys are cousins and you shouldn’t do it. If you feel even a little bit guilty about it then that means you shouldn’t be doing it.
That’s only if you really want to you have to actually be willing to stop and not keep doing it because you secretly like it.
Plus he’s a drug dealer, with a baby and way too old for you,like seriously? does he sound like a winner to you? a real trian wreck young lady.
My dear, why do you want to fall into a pit when you are seeing? how do you let someone with the same blood take away your virginity, ony animals can have sex with there cousins, look at your future such acts can destroy the whole of your life. i advise you to accept jesus christ as the lord of your life. give the lord your body, soul and spirit and he will save you.
Romans 10:9 says that if you only beleive with your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is the lord of your heart, then you will be saved. plz act on this.
My dear, why do you want to fall into a pit when you are seeing? how do you let or even think of someone with the same blood to take away your virginity, ony animals can have sex with there cousins, look at your future such acts can destroy the whole of your life. i advise you to accept jesus christ as the lord of your life. give the lord your body, soul and spirit and he will save you.
Romans 10:9 says that if you only beleive with your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is the lord of your heart, then you will be saved. plz act on this.
just tell someone the same kind of thing happend with me and my cousin and once i told someone he backed off and left me allone
I’ve got no problems with kissing cousins so normaly I’d say go for it, but the way you describe him, he sounds like a scumbag. Seriously, stay away from him.
wow….. stop that asap. ur gonna regret this forever!!!! i think ur like that cuz ur a virgin ((all hot n i dont mean sexc i mean horny)), ur being curious just with the wrong person. everyone loves sex and is suppose to be enjoyable thats y u like the attention… but 1st cuzin… really? nah give it up, let him know it needs to stop and that u did enjoy it in the beginning only because u werent used to it but it cant go on because u both know its WRONG!!!!